The Safe Room

[Heaven Knows]

not a lot really that they can do.they're all fairly old and not in the slightest bit intimidating.i asked one of my mates to come around earlier to try and scare him away but my ex just beat him up.i can't let anyone else get hurt by him.and the police won't come back again.i'm the only one i'll let him hurt now.i knew he'd come back.i'll just have to accept it.

can't you eat anything honey??

[perfection is a flaw]

ypou dont hav eto accept it. i dont know what to dsay. but youre worth morethatn that from anyone babe . maybe tey could cal teh police?tehy might listen mre from them?

i dont like aeting. feels dirty. ie waent to be empty.

[Heaven Knows]

i dunno they might.but part of me doesn't want him to get into trouble for it.he doesn't deserve that.meh.i know it's stupid.

ok honey.i understand that feeling but make sure you take care of yourself ok???

[perfection is a flaw]

ill be fine thre human body can go amzaingly long without food, it shouldnt but it can.

i understnad not wanting to get him into troublle but you do notd eserve to take his punishemnt. he i shurtying you and should be stoppped at l;east. if you dont wan tto think a bout it in terms of hutring hinm thenbthink that your neighbours do not deserve to hav ehim banging aroiund trying to hurt you. try t oget them to call babe. youre more important thab he is. you come first.

[Heaven Knows]

ok honey.as long as you're sure.it's still not good though.

it's a bit harsh going over at nearly one oclock so i think i'll see how it is tomorrow.besides i'm too scared to leave the house to go around there right now.but i still think i do deserve it.meh.i dunno.

[perfection is a flaw]

youre not breing sdtuipd *huugs*
i hope he laeves you alone soonh

img onona go now. im goinfg out for a walk walk off the alchol tredy to.
note selfd: stay awasy from brigdges adn thats place tyou should not be

Hugs* katie asn lurkin chels byebye x

[perfection is a flaw]

do yotuhave their nunmber? phone bok if not/?

[Heaven Knows]

*huggles lizzie*
dont have their number...or a phone book i dont think.

stay safe on your walk honey.listen to your note to yourself.

[Victim+Of+Hate]

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[Heaven Knows]

hey chels.how you doing?

[Victim+Of+Hate]

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[Heaven Knows]

i read your posts in serious [think it was there] and i'm sorry things are being so tough right now.stay strong honey.

i am alive.and waiting til i'm not.meh.

[Victim+Of+Hate]

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[Heaven Knows]

same goes for you chels =/

but for me it doesnt appear to be happening that way tonight.

[Victim+Of+Hate]

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[Heaven Knows]

g'night chels.

[Heaven Knows]

*sits in the corner*
*rocks*
i'm sorry guys.
you guyd are ummense.nevr forgte it.stat strong and saf.eyo all deserce al the happiness in teh worlds.

[Sarah]

sorry, I dont like wasting space, but i needed to feel safe.
And everyone in here is so nice *hugs blankie*

[Sarah]

how is everyone?

[concrete girl]

I'm worried about Katie =(