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[pixie]

I wish I could talk to you, but we're miles apart. I care about you so much.

[im_the_kid_that_falls]

I wish i could just talk to you abut anything like we used to and we laughed so much we cried, and i cant help but think its my fauslt we are not that close! :'(

[StillBroken]

I understand you. I probably don't want me either. But I'm trying, I'm trying to be beautiful. I will be thin. For you.
I'm trying to be good enough for you.

It won't be good enough will it? Even i I was weightless, it still wouldn't be good enough?

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

[Defender Of The Faith]

I love you so, so much. But I know that it can never happen, and that kills me.
You tell me to keep going, but deep down I'm already dead.

[Shadowsaurus]

I want you to love me. I want you to forgive me. I want my mum back.

[Zedebee]

GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD
K thanks

[broken_wings]

i need that job, ive been looking forward to it all year. and i dont want you there.

[Whispering_Voices]

How am I supposed to tell you I need to go back to councilling when it's habit for me to know exactly what you're going to say and how you're going to act? I'm too clever for my own fucking good. I know exactly what's going to happen, and what's going to be said and that's what annoys me. Because even thought I am finally admitting I need help, you're still going to make it about you, both of you will. I know this'll happen, and I haven't even said anything yet.

[Second Chance]

I love you.

[Only Distraction]

Clearly we meant nothing because if we did you'd still be here.
'Did you not get the memo? 'Forever' is the new 'never', so when I said forever what I actually meant was 'Im going to leave now and I won't look back, goodbye''.

[risenfromperdition]

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Originally Posted by tonightXweXfall

^hugs back
same goes for you hun.

ugh. . .I'm like half asleep, and I dont care. I have so much homework that I NEED to get done, but I cant get up the motivation to do it. . .too tired. . .dont care anymore. . .

my life atm... take care sweetheart. you know wyhere i am

[risenfromperdition]

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Originally Posted by tonightXweXfall

Fucking bitch. I'm sorry, alright?????? I made a mistake, okay, there, I said it I MADE A MISTAKE!!!! I'm sorry I left it in the car and then called with the faintest hope that maybe, just maybe you could bring it in for him so I wouldnt look like a stupid sister, sorry, my bad for being hopeful. But just because I called, doesnt mean you have to be a complete and total bitch to me. . .*rolls eyes*. You dont know just how badly I want to hurt myself right now, how on the edge I have been all weekend, and how fucking close I am to a breakdown. . .nor do I really think you would care. . .Whatever. And I know that you called dad, why else would he have called me while I'M AT SCHOOL!!!??!!! *rolls eyes again* Idiots. . .really, that's what you are. I know that dad has probably left a voicemail, bitching at me. . .I'm not that stupid. Fucking pissed off. Dont want to fucking go home now, I would rather stay here, away from all of you fucking idiots. Just. . .Idk. . .Really need to hurt myself now >.<

*holds* love you hun. take care beautfiul <3

[patchwork_doll]

When our lecturer talked about self harm i went home i cut myself - how can i tell you when we are trainee counsellours?

[farawayfairy]

I hate you for making me eat. You've set me back off into a bingeing cycle and now I can't stop. You know it's actually better for me to restrict - I'm less likely to end up killing myself out of pure hate for making myself fat.

[risenfromperdition]

^message if u want. loveyou

ugh. i cant fucking do this. so much coursewokr, 2 late- prolly no point by now- papers, an exam tomorrow im gonna fail and UGH

fatstupidlazyarse

[bingie]

"you have so much potential to do well"

Dont say that to me.You sound like my dad and I dont want to be reminded of how much pressure he put on me.
I crumbled under it and never recovered and when I finally start getting better you begin to say the same things. I cant cope with it. Just praise me for the little I can do well. Dont punish me for the levels I can not reach.

[moonlet]

I am an alcoholic. There, I said it. But I'll never tell you until the day I go into treatment for it, and who knows if I'll ever care enough to stop.

There. Done. I'm going to go get drunk now.

[Sunshine]

I think ive ruined things and im so so so sorry!
I love you!!!!!!
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[HopeRises]

I think I'm going to delete you three of my facebook.
I'm scared, it was like the last 'link' I had to still being friends, but you obviously don't feel the same way and well, that really hurts and I can't do that anymore but I really want to say goodbye and thankyou before I press delete and well, that can come off so manipulative which makes me not be able to say goodbye or press delete.

[flybat3]

cj- ok so you were a druggy........a pill poper. It dosnt make it right.