EVERYBODY: No playing the what if game for anybody! None of you need to suffer alone like this. Tell somebody if you havent PLEASE! Nobody needs to die, or die alone! Nobody is here for nothing or as a waste of space! We are all here for a reason, though different reasons for everyone! Killing yourself is going to do nothing BUT hurt others! Whether you believe it or not, people care! They would be hurt and devastated especially if they didnt know you were hurting because they didnt know you needed help! Hold on and hang in there! Nobody is a failure! You all can do this! Killing yourself will just spread you gurt and solves NOTHING! just creates a mess! Please tell somebody or talk to someone! Soo much more in store if you hold off, good things. You dont want to do this!
(sorry)
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
Victim+of+Hate - Okay, you wont be around to see the hurt, but there will be! For many! Everybody has their time and now is none of yours! Your still here because you truly do matter! Is there anybody you can talk to? Please stay safe and dont do anything.
Everybody - By the way I am not trying to make any of you feel guilty, just trying to get you guys to see there are people out there irl who DO CARE for real! Who ARE willing to help!
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
mum24 ... yep, London, Ontario, Canada. :)
I've looked into clinics too, but they cost just as much for documentation as the school doctors, frequently even more. I just hope something works out.
I'm still struggling, but not as badly as I was ... mostly just having a quiet night tonight.
Snickers, I've been through this process and you don't need to pay for documentation to get accommodation at your school. Your doctor, makes a diagnosis and you go in to disability services and they fill out the paperwork. That's how it worked for me. Pm me for more info if you like.
So how did the test go?
Glad you are feeling a wee bit better. I know things suck. I'm sorry. But keep hope. It can get better. I swear. I never thought it possible, but after years of hell I'm feeling actually quite normal. Not perfect yet but I'll take it! It's getting better. Hugs to you
Thanks Mum24 *hugs*
I didn't really have many friends left but I have seem to have lost them too. I especially feel rubbish about this boy I used to see who has also walked away from me recently. I'm lonely, to be quite honest. My mum has an illness and I have to be strong for her but I feel like I have no energy and I'm just sick of hurting all the time. I haven't self-harmed in months though I'm taking more valium than I should be and I feel like I'm going to have to give in to something soon.
Pembe, you have a lot on your plate! I'm sorry you are going through such a rough time right now. Thats really hard about your mum and even about this boy. Hugs. I can totally understand feeling lonely. Do you have a trusted counsellor to talk to? A good counsellor can be like a good friend.... Someone who really listens and gives good feedback and genuinely cares. I know it's different than a friend but it can be really helpful. This forum is really helpful too. I also suffer from loneliness in certain ways and RYL has really helped. It's just good to talk to people who understand.
I really hope you are okay today? How are you? Hugs***
Thanks Talaiporia. You always have good encouragement. Thank you. I am doing ok. A little nervous about school starting back in a week. I'm going off meds this week as per my doctors instructions (and my request). I'm happy and nervous. But I'm doing well. Thanks for asking. I'm so thankful to be feeling better. How are you?
I'm okay so far, took some valium last night to help me sleep and stuff so I feel a bit slow.
I did have a really good psychotherapist that I'd been seeing for 2 years but I turned 18 in December and have been moved to adult services so I can't see her anymore and it's really frustrating because she's the only one, in a professional sense, who ever helped me. It does feel a bit like I've lost a friend in her which may sound pathetic and stuff but I miss her sometimes.
Now I have no therapist because I have to wait for the adult services to sort it out but I'm scared because it's so hard to build that trust and good rapport with somebody and I don't know if I can do it again. I hate all this stuff.
