haha :P aww...
My counsellor asked loads...from my religious practices to who my best mates were...but only coz I said "theres nothing to me" at first :P
its always awkward.
Theres a guy who like me (><) and he keeps saying "i want to get to know you better.." "NO YOU DONT ><"
mmm yes.
"tell me about yourself"
version a) i'm a student, i like music and drawing.
version b) i have depression, trichotillomania and i'm a self-injurer who constantly thinks about suicide.
which version would you prefer??
Even as the stone of the fruit must break
that its heart may stand in the sun,
so must you know pain.
There are only two ways in which one can live their life. One is as though nothing is a miracle, the other is as though everything is.
Not being able to settle in somewhere and having to flee thus, not being able to hold down a job.
Feeling like im living life wrong and missing out on things.
Finding it hard to trust your decisions, because you're never 100% sure whether it's delusional or not. And that really hurts, because it feels that every assertiveness is tainted by an 'is it really right?'
Having others people parents tell you that you should be ashamed of yourself.
If I should be ashamed of my self for being ill....then they should be ashamed when they get flu.
Also....when people keep their kids away from you...like your contagious or something
NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE WHAT THEY'RE WRITING IN THEIR NOTES. Drives my paranoid mind crazy.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE WHAT THEY'RE WRITING IN THEIR NOTES. Drives my paranoid mind crazy.
know what you mean, i wish they wouldn't do that, especially as they make a big deal of it if you want to read the notes, you can't help but be suspicious!
From a practical point of view, you could always see if they would let you see their notes informally rather than have to apply. I can't see my whole file but my CPN offered me his notes to read as I also struggle with what people note down especially as it has been downright untrue at times. I know they all hate me. I didn't actually take my CPN up on the offer though because I am desperately trying to trust the services and build a useful relationship with him and so at the moment, I haven't. Besides, I know he would just censor them
"Everything is possible through Christ, who gives me strength". Phillipians 4:13
haha cunning plan :)
OOh I've another point to add, depression getting in the way of you starting a levels, I cannot cope with 4 so I have to go have talks with the head of 6th form and be different to everyone else eugh
Let the Force be with you
I'm not short, I'm space efficient
The worst thing about mental illness: Those dang voices and their 3AM conversations with each other. Because they decide to come out ONLY when I'm trying to clear my head.
fuming about someone telling me i'd "wasted" a whole week cos i was too ill to do any work. and then in an imaginary conversation with that person realising that there are 5 DIFFERENT DIAGNOSES i could have told him about in retaliation. i mean seriously, 5 different disorders? that just sucks.
Even as the stone of the fruit must break
that its heart may stand in the sun,
so must you know pain.
There are only two ways in which one can live their life. One is as though nothing is a miracle, the other is as though everything is.
Having a doctor who is so damn bad that I am filing a complaint about him and refusing to see him ever again.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
