i try to let go but i know i never trulry will be able to sorry
I GeT Lei'd In Vets
~An Angel Or A Charlatan?~
"i'd rather hate you for everything you are, than ever love you for something you are not, i'd rather you hate me for everything i am than have you love me love me for something i can't BE!"
i love you so much
but i duno if im strong enough to put up with people wanting to split us up
id do anything for you baby but im getting sick of it
im trying really hard tho....
im sorry
You have no idea how much that one word tears me apart.
And i cant tell you
cause if i did it would destory you
so i wil siffer on as a feck up
but please
please
please
Dont call me squidgy...
you mean EVERYTHING to me, but i keep you at a distance. even with my outstretched arm i can barely reach you with my fingertips and yesterday after having bad news for you i think i lost you. i'm so sorry. gosh, im so upset right now, feeling so miserable. worst mistake i've ever made.
i wish i could turn back time and ... . i doubt i can make it up to you, but i'll try my very best.
i want to keep you around, but every time we talk it's like there is this empty space between us that just keeps on growing. i never know what to say, because i am afraid to use words that will make you leave and i dont know the right words to keep you around.
I Love You Mum So Much...I'm Sorry I Let You Down....
But...To Be Fair...I Don't See How It Was My Fault.
He Totally Broke Me.
I Didn't Tell You Everything..In All The Details.
But I Told You Enough.
And...If Things Had Have Turned Out Differently...
I Wouldn't Be Here Anymore...
I'd Be Homeless...And With a Child...
I Couldn't Bare To Let You Down...
But I Don't Believe In abortion...
We Just Got Lucky...
I Love You...
xx
She Was Kinda Fragile
And She Had Alot To Grapple With
But Basically She Kept It All Inside....
you know what ive been through but still spend all of our time together complaining about how miserable and crappy your life is, do you ever stop and consider what your words do to me?
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why cant you just leave me broken? i may not be happy, but im not unhappy. im numb. im invincible.
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im going to hurt you. we both know i will. why didnt you take me seriously when i told you to go. i asked you three times whether you were willing to go through with staying with me. im leaving, and im not coming back. why did you make me feel again? i think i love you but thats ridiculous. youre so pure and im going to tarnish you. you should have believed me when i told you im a monster
~nemisis
"I wasn't anything before, except different. But now it's like I'm different, but with a vengeance." - Rockets Redglare
I love you so much. You've been my best friend for forever. And the only person who ever cared or understood. I'm sorry that I've put you through so much crap. You deserve so much better than me. But thank you for everything. I'll leave you alone now and try to cope myself. You're the greatest and I'll miss you. <3
you compliment me, but they cant be true, because you dont know me. you have never seen me live.
i adore you, but i guess it cant be good if everyday im afraid that youll turn your back on me, let me fall.
sometimes i feel like im just a joke, a game, to you. JUST some friend.
i want to be perfect for you, but i cant. i try to hold on to you, but you keep on gliding away. do you even notice how much i care about you?
conversations are getting always less personal and always shorter, you leave my letters unanswered, youre always leaving, and now youre coming and im really afraid of what is going to happen.
im at loss.
for the first time i gave my heart away - i gave it to YOU! so dont you f--king break it!
umm... love you the way you are!
I wish I had known you loved me when you did.. I was scared to have a relationship but I trusted you with my life. I would have left everything for you. I wish Sam had told me sooner. I wish that by the time I recognised that i want ed to spend the rest of my life with you.. you'd moved on.
i wish i was important to you.... and i wish SHE wasnt the most important thing to you.... doesnt your firstborn daughter? no matter how messed up and unhappy she is... deserve to be cared about? =[
you're thirteen years too old for me.
i know it's just how you are, but please...
don't make me want you any more than i already do.
i'm not legal yet. </3