I was 15 and it was fairly crap but i don't think it hurt or anything...I can hardly remember anymore, I've ploughed my way through more than my fair share since then. Good times!
I was 16 - it was to guy from school, I didn't have any feeling towards him and never will,
" I wake up feeling convicted, / I know something's not right / Re-acquaint my knees with the carpet //
They've been swimming in the wrong waters / Now they're pulling me down / But I am clinging to you, never letting go / 'Cause I know that you'll lift me out //
Have your way here / Keep me afloat / 'Cause I know I'll sink without you / Take this ocean of pain that is mine / Throw me a lifeline " - Lifeline, Brooke Fraser
I was 16, it was to my first boyfriend who was 7 years older than me, i'd offered myself to him before but he refused me because i have some issues about sex and he didn't think i was ready.. It didn't hurt as i'd "mastered the art of the sex toy" long before, LOL. That phrase is brilliant!!
I don't regret it at all, it wasn't the best sex i've ever had, but it was perfect if that makes sense, i couldn't have asked for anything better or for a kinder, more relaxing lover.. We've broken up now, but are still great friends..
I never have been very precious about sex, but i think for a first time it's better to be with someone you trust and love when it feels right.. You can't regret it that way..
Eeks that was a longer reply than i planned..
Eclipse.
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[center]" I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside."
I was 18 and it was with my ex
I wish I hadn't lost it with him cos I only slept with him so he'd stop going on at me about it
I really didn't enjoy it
I May Be Going Broke But I'm Never Broken Down
Less Than Jake <3
16.06.10 - The Day He Saved My Life
Love You Baban
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I lost mine when I nine through rape by my grandfather I know some might think that thats not lossing it but I do
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PM me or IM me anytime you need, Ill be there for you I promise. Im a victim of incest, phyiscal abuse, emotion abuse and pyschogical abuse.
I have bipolar, borderline, PTSD, ADD, depression, anxiety, ODD,and flashbacks. Im a cutter and Ive SI'ed since I can remember. I hear things sometimes as well.
Dont feel weird about IMing me on my SN either Ill always be here to help
Non consentual I was about 8.
With a guy (consenting) 18
With a woman (consenting) 23.
Am all for women now. Tried the straight saide and it wasn't me.
I want to kiss the bottom of the ocean before I burst through its surface into the sunlight, otherwise I will always be wondering about what was left unseen at the bottom
i'm tired of chasing my dreams. i'm just gonna ask where they're going, and hook up with them later.
i was 15....my bf at the time was 16 (older than me as per ;p)
it hurt like FOOK but...even though he turned out to be a complete idiot i dont regret it.
I think its great that people can wait for that "specail someone" and dont give in to peer pressure or anything like that :]
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I was 17. Lost it to my then girlfriend after waiting a wee while until she was ready. Didn't go smoothly, but the first time never does really. It didn't hurt seen as I was with another girl and she like stretched my hymen, or broke it, I dunno, that by the time I had sex with a guy it didn't hurt at all and was rather nice.
