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06-11-2010, 02:06 PM
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#81
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Sheer
Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: the shire
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I would rather die than get that big again. I'm getting bigger and bigger and losing my confidence with it. I'm disgusting.
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07-11-2010, 11:23 AM
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#82
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Fight for another day
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I'm trying but it seems like I will never get there. I need to lose the weight, I hate that I have put it all back on. I really hate me
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"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
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07-11-2010, 01:58 PM
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#83
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never good enough
Join Date: Feb 2009
Location: Massachussetts
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WTF
Why can't I stop binging?
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freedom is like religion to us
justice is juxtaposition in us...
we sing,
our music is the cuts
that we bleed through...
-common-
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07-11-2010, 11:10 PM
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#84
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Join Date: Nov 2009
Location: London
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This is not good. I really need to get it under control.
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Always seem to get things just that little bit wrong.
"don't wish, don't start, wishing only wounds the heart"
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09-11-2010, 10:02 PM
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#85
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Join Date: Jun 2007
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I CANT STAND THAT MY CONTROL IS OUT OF CONTROL!
I flipping hate this...
starve -> eat lots -> starve -> eat lots.
This is not the life I want.
I want to be normal... I want to be able to concentrate at uni and be able to eat normaly.
I want to be well for the first time in my life.
I flipping hate people who think this can be fixed overnight.
ARGH!
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11-11-2010, 12:38 AM
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#86
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Captain Rainbow!!!
Join Date: Dec 2007
Location: Brighton, UK
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I hate being like this.
I hate not being able to express myself by how large I am.
I hate that I haven't felt like myself for over a week.
I hate that its going to take so long to notice results.
I hate that it feels like nobody's listening...
And I hate how selfish I feel for that.
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Wake me up before I change again
Remind me the story that I won't get insane
Tell me why it's always the same
Explain me the reason why I'm so much in pain.
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11-11-2010, 12:58 AM
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#87
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tired
Join Date: Feb 2008
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Why can't I just stop? I need new clothes as I am too big for mine but I have no money so I just wear the only two things that still fit and it's toooooooo hot for that.
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Even as the stone of the fruit must break that its heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain.
There are only two ways in which one can live their life. One is as though nothing is a miracle, the other is as though everything is.
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11-11-2010, 04:12 PM
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#88
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Join Date: Jun 2007
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STUFF YOU.
(ps obviously I don't mean anyone posting on this thread) x
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13-11-2010, 01:10 AM
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#89
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Fight for another day
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I just want to be free from this, I hate how it consumes so much of my headspace
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"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
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15-11-2010, 05:47 PM
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#90
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Join Date: Sep 2009
Location: Manchester, UK.
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The scales tell me I'm losing weight. People tell me I'm losing weight. They way my trousers hang tell me I'm losing weight. So why do I still feel so damn huge!?
Restrict. Binge. Restrict. Binge.
I want this to just go now. I don't want it anymore. I want to be happy.
Maybe if I stopped eating altogether I would be?
I need to be thin.
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18-11-2010, 02:00 PM
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#91
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Fight for another day
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I am putting on so much weight yet I can't stop. It is actually becoming out of control. It is just one vicious circle. I binge because I hate myself then I hate myself because I binge. I just don't know what to do anymore
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"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
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19-11-2010, 08:00 AM
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never good enough
Join Date: Feb 2009
Location: Massachussetts
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG GGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Someone shoot me please?
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freedom is like religion to us
justice is juxtaposition in us...
we sing,
our music is the cuts
that we bleed through...
-common-
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20-11-2010, 05:26 AM
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#93
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Fight for another day
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Make these thoughts go away please
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"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
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21-11-2010, 01:26 PM
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#94
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Join Date: Jun 2007
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Family sucks... and then they ring you.
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25-11-2010, 01:38 AM
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#95
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Join Date: Apr 2009
Location: Germany
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****!!! It's half past 1 in the morning and I just had a midnight meal! And it was such a big meal that it would even be too much for a lunch meal for me. And I had it after MIDNIGHT! And actually I should have been in bed hours ago. I have uni tomorrow at 8am. Grrr. And I feel sick because I ate so much.
God, I HATE MYSELF!!!
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The grass was greener
The light was brighter
With friends surrounded
The nights of wonder
~High Hopes ~ Pink Floyd~
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25-11-2010, 07:06 PM
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#96
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Join Date: Nov 2010
Location: england
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i know i've undereaten today.
i know i need to eat
ive just had dinner, i know it was a low calorie meal.
but now i feel horrible, i dont want it in me. i want it to go away i cant coope with this right now. im really fighting the urge to purge right now :S
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05-12-2010, 02:08 AM
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無声叫び
Join Date: May 2008
Location: England.
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I want to reach that number again.
See that word: underweight.
It's been a while since that's applied to me.
But this time, I need to do better.
It's been four days since I last binged.
That is actually pretty pathetic :/
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I've got ham but I'm not a hamster :)
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09-12-2010, 12:00 AM
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#98
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never good enough
Join Date: Feb 2009
Location: Massachussetts
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Weighed myself at the mall yesterday.
Can't stand the number.
fml
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freedom is like religion to us
justice is juxtaposition in us...
we sing,
our music is the cuts
that we bleed through...
-common-
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12-12-2010, 06:49 AM
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#100
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Fight for another day
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I hate how much I ate last night, pathetic really
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"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
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