19-05-2011, 04:02 AM
#98201
Wide awake.
Join Date: Mar 2011
Location: United States
I am currently:
*cries*
im sorry.
really am
just wanna quit and say im done and through.
These kicks take me far away my dear;
Far away from myself
Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
19-05-2011, 04:10 AM
#98202
in this needle and haystack life...
Join Date: Oct 2010
Location: USA
dont please dont.
*hides under blanket in hole in wall*
Every day the world is made a chance to change but i feel the same.
And I wonder why would i wait till i die to come alive?"
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief
19-05-2011, 04:33 AM
#98203
♡Recovering♡
Join Date: May 2011
Location: .~*Canada*~.
I am currently:
*screams* i hate her, hate her, hate her!
Everybody hurts some days,
it's ok to be afraid, everybody hurts, everybody screams,
everybody feels this way and it's ok.
~♥♥♥~
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,
it's about learning how to dance in the rain.
~♥♥♥~
The minute you think of giving up, think of why you held on so long.
19-05-2011, 04:34 AM
#98204
in this needle and haystack life...
Join Date: Oct 2010
Location: USA
we is all having bad nights in here eh?
*sends airhugs to mitchie*
can talk/pm if need to.
Every day the world is made a chance to change but i feel the same.
And I wonder why would i wait till i die to come alive?"
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief
19-05-2011, 04:36 AM
#98205
Wide awake.
Join Date: Mar 2011
Location: United States
I am currently:
i scaring you? dont and not meaning to. sorry if i am.
*gives you a hug* (read your rv thread) kinda low on words atm.
dont beat yourself up about it
it as in any of it
These kicks take me far away my dear;
Far away from myself
Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
19-05-2011, 04:37 AM
#98206
♡Recovering♡
Join Date: May 2011
Location: .~*Canada*~.
I am currently:
@ anna it's just my aunt, tonight i got a memory triggered of what she did a few weeks ago & now i'm close to having a panic attack & ugh i'm gonna loose it if i have to face her ever again.
Everybody hurts some days,
it's ok to be afraid, everybody hurts, everybody screams,
everybody feels this way and it's ok.
~♥♥♥~
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,
it's about learning how to dance in the rain.
~♥♥♥~
The minute you think of giving up, think of why you held on so long.
19-05-2011, 04:37 AM
#98207
in this needle and haystack life...
Join Date: Oct 2010
Location: USA
nothing in there was about you honey
youre safe now. keep telling yourself that.
sorry mitichie.
anyone in family know?
Every day the world is made a chance to change but i feel the same.
And I wonder why would i wait till i die to come alive?"
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief
19-05-2011, 05:14 AM
#98208
in this needle and haystack life...
Join Date: Oct 2010
Location: USA
donedonedone.
*cuddles with rainbow*
maybe ill stay in the hole in the wall for long time.
Every day the world is made a chance to change but i feel the same.
And I wonder why would i wait till i die to come alive?"
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief
19-05-2011, 05:17 AM
#98209
♡Recovering♡
Join Date: May 2011
Location: .~*Canada*~.
I am currently:
@ Anna her daughter knows & my mom cause my mom was awake when it happened & that's it.
I don't really feel safe knowing my aunt lives like two mins from me.
Everybody hurts some days,
it's ok to be afraid, everybody hurts, everybody screams,
everybody feels this way and it's ok.
~♥♥♥~
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,
it's about learning how to dance in the rain.
~♥♥♥~
The minute you think of giving up, think of why you held on so long.
19-05-2011, 05:21 AM
#98210
in this needle and haystack life...
Join Date: Oct 2010
Location: USA
good your mom knows. talked to her about not feeling safe? she trying to help?
Every day the world is made a chance to change but i feel the same.
And I wonder why would i wait till i die to come alive?"
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief
19-05-2011, 05:27 AM
#98211
♡Recovering♡
Join Date: May 2011
Location: .~*Canada*~.
I am currently:
My mom knows but there's nothing she can do about it.
Everybody hurts some days,
it's ok to be afraid, everybody hurts, everybody screams,
everybody feels this way and it's ok.
~♥♥♥~
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,
it's about learning how to dance in the rain.
~♥♥♥~
The minute you think of giving up, think of why you held on so long.
19-05-2011, 05:33 AM
#98212
♡Recovering♡
Join Date: May 2011
Location: .~*Canada*~.
I am currently:
Uhh just realized what this is sounding like & if you're thinking it was abuse it wasn't. Though it sorta is but nothing major..............
Everybody hurts some days,
it's ok to be afraid, everybody hurts, everybody screams,
everybody feels this way and it's ok.
~♥♥♥~
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,
it's about learning how to dance in the rain.
~♥♥♥~
The minute you think of giving up, think of why you held on so long.
19-05-2011, 05:38 AM
#98213
in this needle and haystack life...
Join Date: Oct 2010
Location: USA
its affecting you pretty bad so it was something anyways.
different kinds of a. and diff intensities.
i need to go to sleep now.
not thinking very clear anyways now.
g'night mitchie :)
*goes to sleep in hole in wall*
Every day the world is made a chance to change but i feel the same.
And I wonder why would i wait till i die to come alive?"
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief
19-05-2011, 05:40 AM
#98214
♡Recovering♡
Join Date: May 2011
Location: .~*Canada*~.
I am currently:
You're right. Goodnight Anna. ♥
Everybody hurts some days,
it's ok to be afraid, everybody hurts, everybody screams,
everybody feels this way and it's ok.
~♥♥♥~
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,
it's about learning how to dance in the rain.
~♥♥♥~
The minute you think of giving up, think of why you held on so long.
19-05-2011, 05:58 AM
#98215
Wide awake.
Join Date: Mar 2011
Location: United States
I am currently:
night night anna.
sleep tight andno bad dreams tonight.
im here mitchie if you wanna talk.
about midnight but not tired at all
*gives mitchie big hug and snuggles* if you want them.
These kicks take me far away my dear;
Far away from myself
Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
19-05-2011, 06:03 AM
#98216
♡Recovering♡
Join Date: May 2011
Location: .~*Canada*~.
I am currently:
I came to a major realization tonight. Dunno if it's good or bad but I know I need to start counsling soon if I wanna deal with this & get help.
*snuggles libz* :3
Everybody hurts some days,
it's ok to be afraid, everybody hurts, everybody screams,
everybody feels this way and it's ok.
~♥♥♥~
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,
it's about learning how to dance in the rain.
~♥♥♥~
The minute you think of giving up, think of why you held on so long.
19-05-2011, 06:10 AM
#98217
Wide awake.
Join Date: Mar 2011
Location: United States
I am currently:
:)
counseling is good and can only help.
do you wanna tell me or pm me it?
can if you want vut dont have to.
*snuggles with mitchie*
These kicks take me far away my dear;
Far away from myself
Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
19-05-2011, 06:17 AM
#98218
♡Recovering♡
Join Date: May 2011
Location: .~*Canada*~.
I am currently:
I can talk here. I'm just so frusterated cause all my life I've been blaming my mom for hurting me with emotional abuse, but I realised tonight that it's been my aunt. The way my aunt treats me, tries to control me, tried to make me loose weight when I had to live with her & never gave me love, just kept pushing me to excerise. She acts like I'm a mistake & a disgrace to the family. She's the reason I have mental issues like SH & low self-esteem.
Everybody hurts some days,
it's ok to be afraid, everybody hurts, everybody screams,
everybody feels this way and it's ok.
~♥♥♥~
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,
it's about learning how to dance in the rain.
~♥♥♥~
The minute you think of giving up, think of why you held on so long.
19-05-2011, 06:30 AM
#98219
Wide awake.
Join Date: Mar 2011
Location: United States
I am currently:
*big hug then goes back to snuggling*
not very good with this type of stuff for advice but ill try...
well if it is your aunts fault, im glad you have realized is not your moms or yours! Your are most definately NOT a disgrace or a mistake!!! Maybe your aunt should go for counseling to? She shouldnt have done any of that stufff or made you do anything. Sounds like she may have also said some nasty/bad things to you as well. *Gives mitchie lotsa love* *confusedish a bit* was this what you were talking about that happened a couple weeks ago? Still live with her? She like tha with her daughter? Yous beautiful the way you are! No need to change the way you look!
should head to bed just in case but i will wait for your post first before I go. :)
These kicks take me far away my dear;
Far away from myself
Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
19-05-2011, 06:36 AM
#98220
♡Recovering♡
Join Date: May 2011
Location: .~*Canada*~.
I am currently:
A couple weeks ago? If I was talking about my aunt than yeah. She needs counsling, she split with her husband & has taken it out on me & my mom. She's hard with her daugther, her daughter was forced to grow up fast & take care of things on her own. Thank God I only lived with her for two months. She's said somethings to me that I will never forgive her for. All I know is that when I start counsling I'm going to prove to my aunt that she has hurt me & I'm done with it. I will get the last word. Thanks for listening it means alot. *hugs* ♥
Everybody hurts some days,
it's ok to be afraid, everybody hurts, everybody screams,
everybody feels this way and it's ok.
~♥♥♥~
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,
it's about learning how to dance in the rain.
~♥♥♥~
The minute you think of giving up, think of why you held on so long.
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