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[Mum24]

Shadowedsoul. Hugs. Please stay safe and hang in there! You are loved

Tifflehan how are you feeling?

[Frail Existence]

Quote:

You are amazing mum24

I agree with that (said by Tifflehan)

Mum24... Thanks :) *HUGS* Atm, I am doing okay. Just a feeling a bit suicidalish.

Not ayone to really talk to. One of my friends who I mention on here, Tabz, talked to her on Monday about it and afterwards she hit me. Only two other people irl are cled in that I am sometimes suicidalish. And I dont really like talking to adults or counsellors but there is one counselor at my sschool who I am able to talk to and feel comfortable and stuff for the most part. She knows I SI to.

Sorry for the lateish reply.

[Mum24]

You guys are making me blush. Thanks for being so nice to me. Actually tonight I am feeling more like a failure. :( life is so hard (for me, it shouldnt be though) and I feel like I do a pretty shitty job of keeping up with it.

Libz I am sorry you feel so down. I am encouraged that you have the one counsellor that you can trust. Please continue to talk to her! Maybe more if you can. Even feeling a wee bit suicidal is a big deal. It shouldn't be. You deserve better and life can be better. Don't settle for less. Don't give up. Hugs. I know how it feels. It hurts. :(

[Frail Existence]

Why do you feel more like a failure tonight? Why do you think life shouldnt be hard for you?

[Mum24]

Lol, no I didn't mean it shouldn't be hard for me. I meant it's hard for me but it shouldnt be.... cuz I'm weak. I don't know does it make sense? I'm making it through but I'm failing in some pretty major areas that I don't want to fail at. I'm too ashamed to even mention them. :( it's just, I feel like I'm just getting by, you know? And I have this mental illness hanging over my head and dragging me down and I haven't yet figured it out. I know we're all in the same boat and I haven't given up I just sometimes want to cry and it just won't come.

[Frail Existence]

Does it make sense? To me, not really. I know what you mean by just getting by. Good that you havent given up! Sorry about the mental illness. I hate whe you feel the need or want to cry and nothing comes out :( Wish I had something helpful to say for you. *HUGS*

[Mum24]

Thanks Libz. How are you feeling now?

[Frail Existence]

Same as earlier except my mood has dropped a bit more.

[Mum24]

I'm sorry Libz. Here for you. Hugs.

[Frail Existence]

Thanks :) *Hugs*

You feeling any better?

[xMandarrx]

I might give the disability services a call tomorrow. Problem is, that requires documentation for them to do anything, and I have literally no money to get any documentation.

[Mum24]

Libz hugs to you too. I have a doctors appt this morning. I'll let you know if I'm feeling better after that. :/

Snickers does the school have a doctor who can provide documentation?

[xMandarrx]

They do, but the documentation can be expensive. I had to get documentation for my driver's license a while ago, and it was sseriously $165. I don't have any money ... at all.

[Mum24]

Oh hugs Snickers. I am going to pray for you. Maybe there are some clinics or some other way? I have no idea really. I'm hoping the money can come through for you somehow. How are you feeling today? Thinking of you. Hugs

[Mum24]

Snickers I just noticed that you are in Ontario.... Canada? Are you a citizen?

[Zombie..]

I feel that i want to die ... last night i wanted to OD but my partner stopped me from doing it.
Feel like i want to cut myself into pieces.
Nothing is stopping me.

[Frail Existence]

How did your appt go Mum24?

[slurpslurp]

ugh i feel suicidal, i just dont see why im here any more! ive got a date and a plan, and even a backup plan incase the first doesnt work!

[Mum24]

Alexx21 and slurpslurp I hope you can stay safe. You are both worth another chance and worth fighting for. Can you go to the hospital where you can be safe?? Can you tell someone you want to cut Alexx? Can you tell someone your plan slurp?

Libz thanks for asking.... The appt was okay. I was kinda disappointed in the diagnosis part. No one knows what's up with me but whatever. I was happy that the dr is getting me off some of my meds. So glad. And kinda nervous.
How are you today?

[Victim+Of+Hate]

I want to die.
I need to die.
I hope to die.

And there's no solution anymore.
There's no 'but what if...'s
There's no reasons not to.
Not that outweigh the reasons TO.
Not anymore.
Not right now when I need the,