I needed you so much, and I still need you sometimes, but I'm glad to be letting go. I'm not angry that you tore me apart, because I had just as much part in it as you. But you're not a part of me, and I no longer want you to be a part of my life. I don't want my body to be marred with your scars. Thank you for helping me cope, but I know that I'm not truly free until I've left you behind.
Self-Harm you have been my best friend for 1 year now...i personally love you..you are so facinating..i wish you could leave me alone..but you help with my troubles too much..you keep interfiering please stop
....You made me feel brave!, You loved me!, helped me!, comforted me!, punished me!, crushed me!, hurt me!, scared me!, controlled me!,
and even though we've been at war for 7years I have finaly Defeated you! Beaten you! Crushed you!, got rid of you! & now I am compleatly over you!
You will never rule my life again, however I will never be able forget you because the pain & power you had over me is marked into my skin forever...
I went so long without you, why did you come back? I never asked you to come back, how did you know that i needed you? I thank you but i hate myself for it.
Have you ever looked fear in the face and said "I just don't care"?
I need to say goodbye to you now. I did it for three months before and I know I can do it again.
Cutting, you don't understand what you are doing to me. We started as friends but now you are causing me so many problems. If I don't give you up I'm going to end up with the loss of a limb or even loss of life. Then how am I meant to play with my god daughter and my cousins? What am I going to say to them when they want a cuddle and I can't do it?
You've seen my arms and my legs. I can't do it. Not physically. It's not an emotional thing, it's purely physical. The surgeon wrote to me and told me my left arm will not survive anymore damage. Do you not understand?
You have to leave me and I have to leave you. As much as it hurts sometimes to go against the urges, it hurts me when I go for the urges.
My life and limbs are more important than you so goodbye. x
Sometimes you are the only thing that is there to remind me that I am alive. You are the only thing which makes things better. But, sadly I can't rely on you forever, because you also make things bad. you make them terrible.
You hurt me for two years. You hurt my family and many of my friends. But you will not touch my new friend. I won't let you hurt them like you hurt the others. They don't deserve it.
Duct tape is like The Force. It has a light side, a dark side, and it holds the universe together.
The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer.
You won't try to save me!
You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate!
You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can't forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!
You won't leave me alone!
Chisel my heart out of stone, I give in every time.
You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had
I can't forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!
I bet you laugh, at the thought of me thinking for myself.
I bet you believe, that I'm better off with you than someone else.
Your face arrives again, all hope I had becomes surreal.
But under your covers more torture than pleasure
And just past your lips there's more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on, I'll break you, my habit!
You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can't forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!
why!!!! ...why did you come back in to my thoughts did you know i dont trust anymore and cant tell anyone and just come to stop how i was doing so well i hadnt though of you in 2 months why return now i swear you hate me i was getting better
I F****** Hate You!
I can't take this anymore!
I don't want to want you, but I do... I DO!
And right now I don't know if I can take it...
I just can't cope...
I just can't breathe...
F*** you, f***face.
Go f****** screw yourself.
Go anywhere as long as you leave me the hell alone!!
I swear on my f****** friend's life, if you think you're not going to do what I tell you, I'll kick your sorry ass out of here, you self-asborbed, idiotic, egotistical, c***-sucking b****.
Get all your s*** and get the f*** out. Go f****** die on the f****** streets. I wish you to die, you f****** monster. I F****** HATE YOU WITH A F****** PASSION, F***TARD.
I miss you. But I won't let you back into my life. Not this time.
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
