Virtual Psych ward! - Page 482

blondiebear · 21-07-2008, 12:28 AM

I have to have bangs/fringe. My forehead is so high as to be totally weird.

pez_barbie · 21-07-2008, 01:07 AM

Hey im back and okish im checking on my phone so i've only half read things. Hugs to everyone n i'll probably be on tomorrow night. Sorry to be wasting everyones time. I know im fine really but im just so confused right now i dunno who to trust or what to think and i need somewhere to keep me safe x

effervescence · 21-07-2008, 02:33 AM

chop it all off, then it will be off your neck

Jetforce · 21-07-2008, 03:14 AM

i feel lonely and flat

blondiebear · 21-07-2008, 03:44 AM

If I chop it all off, it is too hard to take care of. Just wavy enough to go in weird directions. At just long enough to pony tail length, i can smooth it with a round brush as i dry it, or if i air dry it the wave/curls aren't weighted down so they are kinda cute.

~*forever_broken*~ · 21-07-2008, 04:16 AM

*hugs Susan*
What's up mum?

*cuddles her super cool sheep*
I love you Jeremy.

*retreats to her corner with enough water to hopefully head off a hangover*

1ofmany · 21-07-2008, 09:14 AM

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~*forever_lost*~ *sits next to Marc and feels hollow with him, so at least we're not alone now*

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Auburn Shadow *sits with you guys*

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effervescence *sits next to marc and ally

Thanks guys :)
Hangovers...makes me glad i dont drink hope you recover soon!

I never know what to do with my hair...it grows quickly and thickly i had it shaved really short in jan and havent had it cut since i just say i am going for a surfer hippy look! Need to do somthing with it soon though.

zowie · 21-07-2008, 10:56 AM

Feeling crap today. Don't know what to do with myself, want to OD but promised dad I'd be okay on my own.

Jetforce · 21-07-2008, 01:18 PM

*hugs zowie*

Hang in there xx

Detour. Derail · 21-07-2008, 01:43 PM

Hey Zowie...hang in there.
Love ya lots
xxxx*hugs*

blondiebear · 21-07-2008, 02:59 PM

Zowie, Take care of yourself. Be good to yourself.

*joins the group cuddle with Ally, Marc, Chloe, and Auburn Shadow*

1ofmany · 21-07-2008, 04:41 PM

So tired and dont know why. Do i go out tonight or not? Dunno if i can face anyone. RARGH.

~*forever_broken*~ · 21-07-2008, 04:55 PM

No hangover this morning! Yay! Of course... that might have had something to do with the fact that I was... um, sick last night... eww, I know, over share...

*hugs Marc*
Well if you do go out I hope you manage to have a good time. TOTALLY understand the feeling not being able to face anyone

Oops, sorry, got a little emotional during my pep talk

. Take care anyway.

*grabs some blankets, pillows, and stuffed toys from the closet, takes one of each and offers them around before she goes to take a nap*

Marc? Blanket? Pillow? Toy?

1ofmany · 21-07-2008, 05:11 PM

*takes a pillow* *hands out tasty nibbles*
Thanks Alyssa.
I think the main issue is that the friend, i hadnt seen for more then two weeks was at a party the other day and I was avoiding him as i didnt want to here why he hadnt got back to me, could be there *sigh* i need to learn to stop running.
*spreads love to all*

zowie · 21-07-2008, 06:26 PM

Thanks guys *weak smile*
Want to go to bed, just want this day to end.

~*forever_broken*~ · 21-07-2008, 08:20 PM

*hugs Marc and Zowie*

Well Marc, I hope things start to go better hun *cuddles*

Zowie, luv, *snuggles* I'm with you on wanting the day to be over... Please take care sweetie.

*huddles in her corner and sobs* if only I could cry in real time

Really hard session... Wrote about it in my thread (Ally's 'Pointless and Pathetic Rambles')...

Maybe I can manage a nap... *sniff*

CrazyHayley · 21-07-2008, 08:26 PM

*bursts in waving and runs round to snuggle everyone*

Oh my goodness its good to be back!!!
Sorry but I haven't the brain power to read the last 10pages to see what's been going on, but believe me, you've all been in my thoughts, wishing you well.
Parents wasn't too bad cos I dediced, F*ck it, I'm gonna smoke, for goodness sake, I'm 27 and still hiding it from my parents (although only been smoking 2years). So of course I got the "I'm so disapointed speech" and "you should know better" but at the end of the day its my life and right now I NEED to smoke, I needed to smoke to get me through the weekend. No danger will I ever be confessing to the SI, I dread to think what their reaction would be....not that I want or need them to know really. I hurt myself so that I don't hurt others, if they knew they'd be hurt, which is just pointless in harming them......waffling again....sorry....

Feeling pretty crap cos I was a two faced bitch. I stopped being friends with someone cos she was smothering me and becoming like a carer rather than a friend, so after an unrelated argument I found the reason to stop being friends. seemed a bit mean before just because she was too nice, although I had warned her off, but she didn't get the message. Anyway, cut a long story short, she got my new phone number, phoned me up and I was nice to her and lied.
I hate myself.
There are few things I despise more than a lying two faced bitch.
Well thats me today.....
.....so right now I want to punish myself, I want to cut....

CrazyHayley · 21-07-2008, 08:50 PM

I tried to go into the chat rooms to distract myself but my stupid computer disconnected me....

....still want to cut but I know I shouldn't...oh....

Detour. Derail · 21-07-2008, 08:57 PM

*hugs you* I dont have much sweety...but you are doing sooooo well...please keep going?
Maybe set yourself a target?
Like..."if I dont cut...I will treat myself tomorrow/friday night etc"
I find that helps....gives you something to aim for

1ofmany · 21-07-2008, 09:35 PM

Thanks so much for today. I have been so alone and feeling so worthless you have kept me hanging in there. I hope that these feelings will fade for a bit. If they carry on too much longer i may start to beleave them.

Hayley hope you start to feel better soon.

*hands out cuddley toys for all*