leave me alone
stop saying you want to get back together
you ended it, remember?
and yes, remember why?
i dont want u back
i was stupid to go out with you
talking to you makes me angry
yes its stupid, but it does
im sorry ok.
stop having a go at me
and making me feel like less than nothing
By the way, I am pissed off and highly dissapointed in your actions. I was there for you, and you threw it away. How can you show me what you did, don't you think it hurts? Tears me apart. I loved you. I don't understand you at all.
you left me remember,
you make me want to hurl,
ha and you thought id come and see,
after the way you left things,
don't be stupid you took my heart and tore it in 2!!
i hate!! that i still love you!!
I Cant Do It Ok?!?!
I ****ing Tried!
I Tried So Hard! Not For Me....but For you
And You're Such An Ungreatful Bitch That You Cant Even See That Can You?!?!?!
Well....news Flash Dearest 'mother' Of Mine.
I Give Up.
I. ****ing. Give. Up.
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Dont Pretend You're Upset...you Didnt Even Want Me In The First Place!!! You Were Ready To Abort Me! But Nana Wouldnt Let You!
And You Call Me A Coward....
You have no idea what it means to me that we beat you.
It proves you were wrong all along.
I just can't believe we did it!
I'm so proud of us.
I bet it's a right kick in the teeth for you.
And I'm glad.
Maybe you'll think twice about putting me down at every available opportunity now.
Coz you might enjoy trying to make me look like an idiot every chance you get but who looks stupid now?
I'm not the one who got beaten by the C teams thanks.
I bet you'll come up with some excuse about how it's just because we were better at checkpoints and we had some sort of unfair advantage.
But there was 4 points between us in the hiking actually, Fi said.
You aren't any better than me.
And I'm gunna stop letting you make me feel like you are.
I hate you both. I don't care anymore. You are the reasons why I cannot stop. I do this partly beacause of you, though it is not your fault. I realize that. Stop trying. Just...Stop. You'll never undestand. I'll never talk to you, not about this. I don't care what you think. This is my life, and I'll live it the way I want. Just, leave me alone.
~*~ Courage does not always Roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day saying I will try again tomorrow~*~
faith_may is my big sister on RYL<3
*Fallen*Stars* is my aunt on RYL <3
Silent is my big sister on RYL <3
Shattered is my little sister on RYL <3
It hurts dammit it still hurts I wish I could forget everything about you like you forgot everything about me I hate you I love you I hate me I will soon need you to be by my side but you won't be...and you know why...??? BECAUSE I ****ING DESERVE IT
I want to leave and don't see you again.
''Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay it's not the end.''
K-I really hope you got tickets!
Reading is gunna be fantastic!
GL- You're all a bit boring if I'm honest.
I love some of you to absolute pieces.
But sitting around smoking all day is really getting quite pathetic.
Particularly how loads of you think it's like really hardcore or something.
Stat doing something with your lives that actually MEANS something.
C- Stop boasting about your social life like it's something special.
You just sit around with the GL all day.
It's NOT cool.
Besides the fact no one even likes you.
Don't hurt me.
That's the only thing I ask of you.
I honestly don't think I could handle it.
I've been through enough.
You treat me so well, I almost wonder how long it's going to be before I screw it up.
Just love me, please.
God, reading your bulletins makes me glad I'm not really one of you.
I don't wanna sit around drinking on a monday afternoon, I don't wanna be blazed 90% of the time, I wanna enjoy REAL life...not hide from it.
Why can't you see that I need it...I'd rather give in now at 3 days than further down the line. I have no other way to help me. If only you were here, I might be able to do it. But you are not....
'Coincidence...it's what the Universe does for...fun.'
The Doctor
and i didn't really stop when you thought i did.
and i'd probably lie about it if you asked me.
and there's something else you don't know.
i don't know how you'd react.
but i just can't tell you.
if i told you, it might be one of the worst things i ever did.
but it could also be one of the better judgements i made.
but i just can't.
and it kills me.
what i want more than anything?
to make you happy.
for everything to be alright, instead of me just pretending.
to be the person you think i am.
to not have these secrets.
i wish i could fix it all before you ever found out...so you'd never have to know. maybe i wouldn't feel so bad then.
but i can't and i'm so afraid.
