Anna... find distraction or something, got work like college work???Pretty sure you do, try working on that if you can! And you arent stupid. Stupid people are stupid and none on here is stupid, includes yourself! *Gets up and gets Tembo and offers it back to Anna*
Victim of Hate - First off, like the username, dont know if that is good or bad? But you can make it through the night! Anybody can and that means you to! Whats wrong? Talk to us/me if you want. *Offers Hugs*
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
Can to do stuff right, how did you get to college? You can spell your name right, you can talk right, dress yourself right... dumb examples but you get my point! Are not stupid!!! Or dirty!!!! Or selfish!!!! Or subborn!!!! Or bad!!!! What makes you think you are those things? And cant say just cause you are or cause you si cause that dont count and cause those things dont make people those words. And you are not an expection to that, no matter what you say or think, you arent an exception or those bad things. *Gives Tembo and Anna another hug*
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
theres different kinds of stupid. yeah, ive got some book smarts, doesnt mean im smart in every area. i am stupid because i do stupid things and make stupid choices and think bad things and keep letting myself slip back into a bad place. dirty because...well i wont go there. selfish because i let myself make stupid choices and do stupid things which results in people haviing to spend extra time talking to me and doing things for me. stubborn because i keep doing the same stupid things over n over. bad because of all of the above. *hugs* *curls up in corner with tembo*
Every day the world is made a chance to change but i feel the same.
And I wonder why would i wait till i die to come alive?"
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief
Well nobody is smart in all areas and everybody makes stupid choices and decisions! Wouldnt say everybody thinks bad things, but a lot of people do, I know I do! Does that make me stupid and bad to? I know where you are going with the word dirty, does it make me dirty to? I know and am sure you would say no, which means you arent for the same reason.
Also take into consideration you are struggling and still are young and learning to'deal' and 'cope' with everything!
And those resulting in spending more time talking and doing things for you do it because they want to, you arent forcing them and if they are doing it because they want to it means they care and it is their choice!
Still there Victim of Hate?
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
im not that young. shouldve learned how to cope long time ago, its not like anything awful has happened to me.
im awful is all.
no im not forcing them i know they want to and they care but the fact is if i wasnt struggling i wouldnt be taking up so much of their time
Every day the world is made a chance to change but i feel the same.
And I wonder why would i wait till i die to come alive?"
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief
You are not 'taking up their time.' Didnt say you were that young but you arent that much older than me and so you are young still.
Listen to yourself though Anna... things have happened though that you havent learned to cope with though and neither have I. and awful things dont have to happen to not be able to cope. Dont necessarily learn how to cope, its what comes to mind at the time! But in a way its technically not those peoples fault who si. Dont know exactly what to say though on coping because we all know I havent mastered that, so dont know much to say.
Its okay to struggle and everybody struggles Anna, part of life.
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
It is okay to struggle in any way or degree! Age dont matter.
Not being difficult, wasnt implyin that though. Just how you said nothing awful has happened so you shouldnt be like this, nothing bad has to happen to come to this point or be like this.
Its okay Anna! Dont need to be quiet.
Question real quick, have you talked to Solo at all today?
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
i is going to sleep...little small for two peoples to sleep. *goes into main room of treehouse and sets up tent and puts lots of blankets and pillowses and teddies and reading material whatever else we need in* s'a magic tent, you need something it appears. :p
Every day the world is made a chance to change but i feel the same.
And I wonder why would i wait till i die to come alive?"
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief
