I understand. When I log on say around 8pm my time, and try to go into chat, i listen to a lot of teens who are up at 4am just messing around and calling each other names. Amusing for about oh 4 minutes.
I don't care if i'm talking to teens in chat, but i like it if it is support.
I work from home so i do have some flexibility but I also go to four aa meetings a week, each is 90 minutes long, and then there is travel time.
I try to check in every day though, even when i'm on holiday.
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
I've been sick since last night and woke up this morning feeling SO much worse than I have as of late... Ugh I just want to die
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
I have a friend who is coming over today. He takes the bus and I pick him up at the bus station. But I have a client coming over. So my friend says he'll go grocery shopping at the local specialty store. He shops like a girl. I shop like a guy. I've been to the store just yesterday and I don't want to wait. And he's being a pest about it, like he won't just take the extra bus. Uh Excuse me? what part of client appointment do you not understand? What part of i need to plan to be here an hour on either side of the planned appointment is too difficult for you?
Spit
Last edited by blondiebear : 16-07-2008 at 07:11 PM.
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My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
I went to A&E today. Phoned the mental healthline and they told me to go to A&E and if they didn't get a call from a&E saying I was there in half an hour, they'd call the police and send them round my house.
So I went to A&E. They talked to me for a while and gave me a lorazepine (sp?) So I've just taken, an olanzapine that and my evening meds and am hoping to fall asleep soon.
I got to sleep at about midnight last night (4 and a half hours sleep before work yay!) But i had a wierd dream about pengiuns living in my town like normal birds but the pidgeons are big and fat and kept picking on them....
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Memento Mori
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Live your dream? Or Dream your life?
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I can't hug people in real life and online it makes me feel like a lier.
my psychologist says she won't tell the psychiatrist what i need for my plan if i tell her. but then, she would have to tell someone, so who would she tell?
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Even as the stone of the fruit must break
that its heart may stand in the sun,
so must you know pain.
There are only two ways in which one can live their life. One is as though nothing is a miracle, the other is as though everything is.
The client was not happy with the stuff. Got paid only about 2/3 of it since the serviettes were not the right size. I have the size in my notes. But since he wasn't happy...
My friends came down and did take the extra bus, bless them.
I'm having some fear of financial insecurity. I have to have my psych meds refilled by friday night. We've been waiting for the new insurance card so husband phoned, the insurance has no record of us. But to talk to the pharmicist and learn what my meds actually cost? For two of the four meds, the cost per month for each medicine is as much as our mortgage payment. Scaaaarrrry.
I did the inventory on myself on why i said the rude stuff at the meeting on Tuesday. Sigh. I almost SI'd over what was happening though, so I had to figure out why I was so upset. Now I realise why.
I'm blue. Tired. No work coming in for several days. There is also other uncertainty.
I'm also okay. Safe.
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
Just ODd, only on herbal sleeping pills as they were the only things that aren't hidden from me. Don't know what to do next, dad's due home any minute and I think he'll be angry.
