tell someone something without telling them... - Page 46

XxXflowerfairyXxX · 25-03-2008, 12:22 AM

I'm insecure, I'm neurotic, I'm a bitch, I'm a slut, I'm angsty, I'm whiney, I'm upset, I'm scared, I put on an act, I'm not as hard as I pretend.
I just want you to love me.
I'm sorry x

Stress Free Anxiety · 25-03-2008, 04:08 AM

I. Love. You.

Revival · 25-03-2008, 04:59 AM

I feel like I can't live up to your expectations and that I'm not confident enough to do this on my own. I really do know that you're not trying to hurt me, and you're not... I'm just finding this a lot harder that I thought I would and I'm not sure what to do about it. But I do love you.

Samzi · 25-03-2008, 05:20 AM

I give in.
I can't deal.
Cut.
OD.
Who cares?
Not me.

Tearstained Dreams · 25-03-2008, 01:33 PM

It's an odd feeling, this.
I don't know how I'm going to get used to it.
It hurt more than I thought it would.
But I guess heartbreak is like that.

I am so incredibly sorry.
I did what I thought was right.
And so did you.

You touched my heart deeply.
It's something I can never say aloud.

Kitty · 25-03-2008, 07:10 PM

I've screwed up stuff with you...
Im only not with you cuse i dont wanna hurt you and screw you over.
I know miles says i wont but i could never forgive myself if i did...
I dunno what to do...
Help? x

*phantom* · 25-03-2008, 07:45 PM

*melts* everything is so weird.
and it makes me confused.
but that's what makes the world fun.

it really hurts me,
i wish you liked me.
but i know you don't.
you told me yourself,
it's completely understandable though,
she's so much more lovable than i am.
so i don't know why i can't accept it.
x

simmie · 25-03-2008, 08:56 PM

THIS MAY TRIGGER SO TAKE CARE

So there you go. Did it work? No it did not.
I thought you were supposed to help when you came in to see how I was doing. I'm a bit calmer now, I have read your sheet which isnt totally negative but why not say some of this? i sat there, feeling like a failure the whole way through. just a positive from you could have helped that. you made me feel like a failure. i wanted to lock myself in the loo and cut. but i didnt because of where i was. i wanted to again later, alone in the room whilst you were in the meeting. i didnt though, something stopped me. whatever it was thank god. i think people would have been visiting me in A&E if I hadnt. I said a prayer and it was answered, i just wish I had more support here now. why dont i phone you now?

because i will cry and scream. i think i need to have some human company right now or i may turn to other things. does anyone care enough? didnt think so.

so next time you make me feel like a failure, remember this. i take things to heart yes and act on them but i also beat myself up about them. and sometimes so badly that the result has stayed with me for days. i dont want to go any lower than I currently am!
someone HELP
xxxxxx

simmie · 25-03-2008, 08:59 PM

and now my signature tells the truth.
at least i dont have to hide behind lies here

XxXflowerfairyXxX · 25-03-2008, 11:43 PM

You've made me feel so sick.
I can't believe that it's just made me feel physically ill.
I can't believe you're doing this.

Lil.Monster · 26-03-2008, 01:08 AM

Why did you have a go at me for that?
im sorry

xXMessedUpXx · 26-03-2008, 01:21 AM

you'll see it anyway on saturday, so i don't know why i'm hiding it from you

i'm sorry i wasn't strong enough

sparkle. · 26-03-2008, 01:36 AM

I'm here for you, I love you, chick :)

Florrie · 26-03-2008, 01:41 AM

I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.
I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.
I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.
I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I HATE YOU.

So why do I still need and crave you?

I love you.

XxXflowerfairyXxX · 26-03-2008, 09:13 PM

Come back to me.
The two people I care about most.
I just want you both.
I love you xxx

xXMessedUpXx · 26-03-2008, 09:33 PM

I'm going to get drunk
Very very drunk
Sorry

*phantom* · 26-03-2008, 10:15 PM

this is stressing me out so much.
i feel so pressured.
but i know i'm putting myself under this pressure.
i'm determined not to fail.
i have to do this.
i have to.

Oliviaface · 26-03-2008, 10:53 PM

I hate the way you patronise me.
I hate the way your breathe smells after you've been drinking.
I hate the way I hate to tell people you hurt me.
I hate the way you let her hurt me.
I hate the way you treat me.
I hate the way I live.
I hate the way I breathe.
I hate the way I look.
I hate the way I waste oxygen by being alive.
I HATE YOU.

Silver Phoenix · 27-03-2008, 12:50 AM

Your really doing my head in at the moment, both of you. Do you not care that I'm here? would you prefer it if I left? let you to get on with it? You really do know how to make someone feel unwanted don't you. I hope you feel proud of yourself

mi92186 · 27-03-2008, 01:35 AM

I hate you for abusing me. I wish we never got engaged. Yet, at the same time, I absolutely love you and wish we never would have gone our separate ways. I miss you so much it hurts. I feel so alone with out you. I know I need to be away from you, though...