I think i'm odd or just not able to deal with normal stuff
She was nice today and well i'm finding it hard to deal with
Feel so stupid
Sorry know people have a lot more going on to deal with
Sorry
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
maybe its time to change
and leave it all behind
ive been the one to walk alone
ive always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
what am i waiting for?
maybe its time to change
one of my friends knows him....
...tried to introduce us....
i ran... so now theyre mad at me cause i ran and they think i was bein rude and hes made cause he thinks ill tell.....told him i wouldnt....swore it
called the doc and she told me to tell who it was.....but i cant.....cant
so now shes mad too....
maybe its time to change
and leave it all behind
ive been the one to walk alone
ive always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
what am i waiting for?
maybe its time to change
*sits with Ashley and cautiously puts arm around her* Shh, sweetheart, it's ok. It's not your fault, it's not your fault. Your friends didn't know any better. And the dr should be more patient with you. Listen baby, if you think you're in danger maybe we can do something ok? It'll be okay.
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
hey guys....
im not quite sure where yet, but i'm headed out for my schools break since i can't go home....
my parents usually frown over suicide attempts....
probably won't be back on for a week or so...
hope y'all stay well
And Tracie, just for you no hitch hiking. :) Worry wart. :P
see y'all in a bit
maybe its time to change
and leave it all behind
ive been the one to walk alone
ive always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
what am i waiting for?
maybe its time to change
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
sorry........................
