"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
hate being here....called doc but she wasn't much help....just wish i was there right not instead of here...in freakin' flashback central....
hate this...
maybe its time to change
and leave it all behind
ive been the one to walk alone
ive always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
what am i waiting for?
maybe its time to change
*sits with Ashley* Know what, your school and dorm seems to be a horrible trigger for you. Would you ever consider transferring to another school for next semester?
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
big reason its a trigger is because i know he's here and that he's pissed at me....and i'm scared shitless right now whenever i here somebody outside my window, or at my door...
can't leave school....no other out there with same degree or program... :/
maybe its time to change
and leave it all behind
ive been the one to walk alone
ive always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
what am i waiting for?
maybe its time to change
yea... i mean, there are other institutes, but they don't offer dorm life, and they are more expensive and i'm barely making pay for this....
if i can just get through the next 2 1/2 months, i'll be okay, i think...plus now i've got the doc and all who wanna help...
still hurts...and still sucks...but its a start, right?
maybe its time to change
and leave it all behind
ive been the one to walk alone
ive always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
what am i waiting for?
maybe its time to change
*hugs*
thanks...
kinda ironic how thinkin' you wanna die, sometimes makes u realise u still got stuff to live for...
maybe its time to change
and leave it all behind
ive been the one to walk alone
ive always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
what am i waiting for?
maybe its time to change
thanks though, for everything...not really good at talkin' or anything, but u were there when i hadn't even begun to deal with any of it...i'll always be gratefull for that.
*hugs*
maybe its time to change
and leave it all behind
ive been the one to walk alone
ive always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
what am i waiting for?
maybe its time to change
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
