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06-09-2008, 09:45 PM
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#881
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Vicki :)
Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: Birmingham
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I've triggered myself to a suicidal low...
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"Can I ever be truly whole again...
...after being broken so many times?"
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07-09-2008, 01:35 AM
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#882
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Left.
Join Date: Mar 2008
Location: Over there in the corner!
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I can't help but feel lonely at times like this.
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So you found a girl That thinks really deep thoughts What's so amazing About really deep thoughts?
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07-09-2008, 03:03 AM
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#883
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Dreaming Of Revelry
Join Date: Jul 2008
Location: Crawley, UK
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I know being here is supposed to help me, but I'm worse than ever. Not being in control is scaring the shit out of me. More than anything I want to go home and just make ribbons of my body. I want to be home, surround by MY stuff and megans stuff. I hate it here, and no one knows, because I don't want anyone to worry about me any more than they are already. So I keep it to myself. And even though I'm supposed to bare my soul to the doctors, I don't. Because I'm scared what they will find.
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♪♫ I'm Learning To Be Brave In My Beautiful Mistakes ♫♪
***R.I.P Megan (XbrokenX) 13th of August 2008***
Lily Brooke - My Everything
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07-09-2008, 03:33 AM
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#884
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Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: My own personal hell
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I haven't eaten for more than 2 days, and I can't stop cutting myself. I don't know how much longer I can keep up the front. I can't keep pretending I'm fine, when everything inside of me is shouting for help.
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The one you love and the one who loves you are never, ever the same person.
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07-09-2008, 08:20 PM
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Esse est percipi
Join Date: Jul 2008
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Sometimes I pretend to have a person with me. Just so I can talk.
It sucks.
And I want to waste away. Maybe then someone will pay attention to what's actually happening.
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"From seeing the worst to loving the strongest; People grow over time."
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08-09-2008, 03:22 AM
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#886
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Join Date: Sep 2008
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I miss Jazzy so much. It hurts my heart so much sometimes it feels like it'll burst and sometimes I wish it would and maybe it wouldn't hurt so much.
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I find some of what you teach suspect
Because I'm used to relying on intellect
But I try to open up to what I don't know
Because reason says I should have died
Three years ago...
- Rent
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08-09-2008, 04:24 AM
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Left.
Join Date: Mar 2008
Location: Over there in the corner!
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I'm fighting this urge to ask whether you mean it when you tell me you love me.
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So you found a girl That thinks really deep thoughts What's so amazing About really deep thoughts?
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08-09-2008, 06:16 PM
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Vicki :)
Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: Birmingham
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I will be dead before the end of the year.
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"Can I ever be truly whole again...
...after being broken so many times?"
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08-09-2008, 08:17 PM
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Smile like it's real
Join Date: Jul 2008
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Ive just figured out how to kill myelf using my wardrobe door
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08-09-2008, 08:33 PM
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#890
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Join Date: Jul 2008
Location: Tennessee
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I've planned and tried to kill myself countless times, and the fact that I'm still alive just makes me feel like more of a failure...
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08-09-2008, 08:45 PM
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Vicki :)
Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: Birmingham
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Originally Posted by Namaste
I've planned and tried to kill myself countless times, and the fact that I'm still alive just makes me feel like more of a failure...
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"Can I ever be truly whole again...
...after being broken so many times?"
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09-09-2008, 03:45 AM
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Laugh often. Dream big. Reach for the stars!!
Join Date: Apr 2008
Location: Canada
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I'm starting to not eat again. I thought I was 'over' not eating. Seems like not. the thing is though, I'm happier now.
I know it's bad.
But I don't really mind right now...
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It's the children the world almost breaks that grow up to save it.
-Frank Warren
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09-09-2008, 04:08 AM
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#893
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Left.
Join Date: Mar 2008
Location: Over there in the corner!
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Part of me doesn't want to recover at all. From the SI or the ED eating habit.
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So you found a girl That thinks really deep thoughts What's so amazing About really deep thoughts?
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09-09-2008, 04:24 AM
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#894
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Join Date: Sep 2008
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Sometimes I want people to see the scars, maybe then they'll ask about them.
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I find some of what you teach suspect
Because I'm used to relying on intellect
But I try to open up to what I don't know
Because reason says I should have died
Three years ago...
- Rent
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09-09-2008, 05:25 PM
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Song
Join Date: Aug 2008
Location: Surrey
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I can't remember the last time I ate three meals a day.
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If this is all a dream and you're not quite what you seem then I'll sleep in vain
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09-09-2008, 08:27 PM
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*hugs*
Join Date: Feb 2008
Location: UK; South East
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i wish the OD worked
i failed to die
yet again
i want it to work
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The Soul Would Have No Rainbows If The Eyes Had Shed No Tears [Laurel Burch]
Believe in yourself and your dreams. For when you do. You can achieve anything!
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09-09-2008, 10:32 PM
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Smile like it's real
Join Date: Jul 2008
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Im numb and not afraid. Tommorow is the day
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10-09-2008, 01:41 AM
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#898
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Join Date: Sep 2008
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I cut again last night for the first time in about 2 months. I went from usin one of those dull cheap blades used to open packages to using a razor. I'm really scare.
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I find some of what you teach suspect
Because I'm used to relying on intellect
But I try to open up to what I don't know
Because reason says I should have died
Three years ago...
- Rent
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10-09-2008, 06:46 AM
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#899
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Join Date: Mar 2004
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My GF asks me if ive had urges to SI lately or if i have SI'ed and i tell her no...
in reality i would love to drain every ounce of blood from my body.
she just doesnt understand.
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10-09-2008, 08:15 AM
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my star has died...but its light still shines
Join Date: Aug 2008
Location: In my Hidey hole...somewhere in Oz
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*You* told me to jump off a bridge...and I almost did...I hate that you were also the reason that I didn't
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I'm not text book smart but I'm street smart....well sesame street smart anyway :p
I <3 you Lozza- my beautiful twin and care bear! Keep holding on. 'Whorejay'- u are my gorgeous partner in crime, who I will never give up. They can't seperate us! loooove you. I <3 Frizzly forever!!! ur my nite light
 R.I.P my beautiful angel Kat, you will always be in my heart. 27/03/91-31/08/09 xxx Sweetdreams baby girl xxx
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