Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
if you could never have euphoria, could you settle for content ?
why should i have to settle.
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
Contentment is a very peaceful and godly way to be. I'd be very happy with content. That's a very good question. I think euphoria doesn't last. It's such a high that inevitably there's a crash. Peace is better. I want peace for you and me. Huggles.
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
Settling for contentment is suffering though. How could I ever live with knowing that 'alright' is all it could ever be, when 'fantastic' was what I wanted, what I tasted.
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
Rhapsody: Is it? When I first started on antidepressants I didn't expect them to make me happy. I didn't think I could feel happy, because I never had been. I just wanted to not be unhappy. But they worked. And I am happy. But I would have been 'happy' with just the absence of pain; I just needed the suffering to stop.
It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do.
We won't all be here this time next year,
so while you can take a picture of us.
We're definitely going to hell,
but we'll have all the best stories to tell.
Just because I'm smiling it doesn't mean I'm Happy
Join Date: Sep 2010
Location: I'm not actually sure about that.
I am currently:
there is too much blame. People pin stuff on me, and its not always my fault. I dont want people to hate me any more, or hate from what ive done. I dont want this...
A thousand mile journey starts with the first step
Join Date: Oct 2009
I am currently:
Might need to get another job *sighs* moneys tight at home and we can't increase our income that much; I really don't know how I'm going to cope with that, especially when I might be working night shifts :/
Mayhem: Have you spoken to them about always being the scapegoat and how much it's affecting you?
shadowedsoul: Please keep fighting. There are people who care about you, people like me. Please get help if you need to.
Kitkat: Ah, I'm sorry. Do you think you could explain that you can't really work any more than you are? Is there anyone else in the family who could help a little more instead?
It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do.
We won't all be here this time next year,
so while you can take a picture of us.
We're definitely going to hell,
but we'll have all the best stories to tell.
I feel as though things are falling apart and I feel as though I am better off dead than alive.
Wannabe CPN : -)
"He who is tired of Weird Al is tired of life." - Homer Simpson "I hear those voices that will not be drowned" Sanity is a nasty disease. The world would be a happier place without it. - Rilic
RIP Kat 4th July 1987- 11th June 2013
Mayhem: I'm sorry about that. Is it just a work thing, or life in general?
BrokenFeather: What's up? It's never too late. If you're in crisis please go to your nearest A&E/Emergency room.
InsignificantOne: That's not true. Life is always worth living.
OceanBlues: Please, please get help. Go to A&E now. OD's are not a good way to die; you will regret it before the week is out, because that's how long it takes to die from overdosing. Pain, and a slow, drawn out death from liver failure. Even if you want to die, you don't want to die like this.
It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do.
We won't all be here this time next year,
so while you can take a picture of us.
We're definitely going to hell,
but we'll have all the best stories to tell.
