Wow, hadn't heard of that before does it not make you ill?
There's nothing stopping you hun. Before this recent blip you were managing to work full-time and study a tremendous amount. Call them tomorrow to find out your options, it will make you feel better knowing what is a possible way forward. You've done alot of work that would be a shame to waste.
WTF? I had to look for diet pills and pro ana. What am I doing? That is a very old me, not me now. Yes, I need to lose weight but I need to do it sensibly.
"Everything is possible through Christ, who gives me strength". Phillipians 4:13
Yeah diet pills and stuff don't work, all you need to do is continue to go to the gym, I am feeling guilty about how much I had today, went to mcdonalds and then to my mums for dinner, going to go to gym and for a swim tomorrow though I think...
With regards to Pica, it doesn't make me ill. I mainly eat paper, plastic and fabric, I do from time to time ingest other things but thats what I mainly eat.
I am worried though that the plastic or that may all be forming in a ball inside me or something, and sometimes it gets stuck in my throat when I swallow, apparently I initially was referred to cbt or someithing because of the pica, but its not something that has ever really been looked at, I did mention it to my cpn though the other week, as well I just don't wanna end up with a big ball of plastic inside me, you know...
Yeah I think I will phone the open uni in the morning, i really need to cdo something, but i think i was just trying to do too much at the one time, you know...
So, can you maybe go to the gym today?
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Your not gross, I lost quite a lot of weight last week, but I hadn't been eating, I fear its all going back on this week, esepcially after 2 recent trips to mcdonalds, so going to go to gym, try and counter effect it, plus I am drinking the now, not much but its empty calories, I guess...
Wanna shift a fair bit before I go to the dominican rep
As for plastic, yeh some will pass through I guess, but does it all - I don't think so.
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Thanks Carrie, just watching the end of a dvd, will be in bed shortly I guess, better take my meds too :)
Yah take care, speak to you tomoz hun xxxxxxx
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
morning everyone, how is everyone today? im away into town this morning to go to the visa office as it runs out today, meant to extend it last month, oops guess my minds been on other things.
got up early to play on my ea sports im determined to get some done as i did nothing yesterday, i was just so light headed and had a headache but as you said carrie i do like the side effects in some ways,
hope everyones ok this morning x
p.s my scarf im knitting is getting huggge (its not perfect but i love it all the more for its inperfections :D) going to knit a patchwork blanket for my friends baby next hope i can do it ok
Ferret, I'm really impressed with your efforts to be constructive and do things.
Glad you are doing ok Silent.
I just tasted the liquid OTC medicine and it tastes foul. I really should have gotten a different flavour. Oh well, will have to be even more desperate than I am to drink it though which I suppose is a good thing. I'm feeling unsettled. Trying to do some of my course but with no joy. I think I will try having a bath to help relax.
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"Everything is possible through Christ, who gives me strength". Phillipians 4:13
Went to see GP this morning, been signed off for 3 weeks. Dr was running 40 mins late ahhhh - my brother came in, and he was like why are you here and I was like, medication review and then he was like, are you sure everything okay at the moment, and I am like yeah, he said what was the hotel room all about then, you should of phoned me and came to mine - I was like it was in the middle of the night, didnt wanna disturb anyone and thought I would get it back......
Oh well.
Going to try to be productive today. Phone Sky to get it transferred here, got stuff to write out for my trust deed, post my sick line, might go to the gym see how I feel and I am meant to be going to the cinema tonight with Carri, but we'll see...
Hope you okay Carrie, that reminds me to add to my daily list today - phone open uni, enjoy your bath hunni xxx
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Ferret, I'm really impressed with your efforts to be constructive and do things.
Glad you are doing ok Silent.
I just tasted the liquid OTC medicine and it tastes foul. I really should have gotten a different flavour. Oh well, will have to be even more desperate than I am to drink it though which I suppose is a good thing. I'm feeling unsettled. Trying to do some of my course but with no joy. I think I will try having a bath to help relax.
thanks carrie, first thing ive knitted so its not great but ho hum,
make sure your looking after yourself carrie x you've been a star to me since this started ffor me xxx
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
thanks ferret decided to go to the docs insted didnt have time to do both so the upside is i have proper meds now the downside is i have to pay a big fine for being illegal
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Glad you got some meds Hellz
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
