please, don't screw it all up tomorow night. because if we do it well, then it will be immense.
-i think i like you. -you're so cuuuute! -you're lovely, i'd love to understand you. -i'm scared of meeting up with you again, because last time i saw you, i was skinnier than i am now. -i need to not screw up the audition. if i didn't get in, i really would be distraught. but i need to find ways to impress. i must: dress provocatively. smile. talk to people. try to wear nice make up. act my heart out. choreograph a short dance. (oh dear.) write my monologue.
I'm crying today, it's not the first time, I just wanted to be with you, to be held in your arms, I'm so confused and I need a cuddle. I thought no-one could hurt me but being without you kills me.
S-I wish I could just wrap you up in my arms and protect you from yourself I love you so much I want you to be happy, If only I could take all your pain away...
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The history of the world, my love --
Is those below serving those up above!
How gratifying for once to know
That those above will serve those down below!
i can't believe you've done this.
when you told me i could trust you, i believed you.
even after everybody else has let me down.
i believed you.
why was i so stupid? why did this have to happen?
i wish i could hate you like i should.
I dont hate you.
I dont like you either.
You are the best and the worse thing that ever happend to me.
I wonder if you ever thought about me?
Or was it all about what you wanted?
Clearly it was.
I think i hate how arrogant you are.
Thats what i hate the most, i mean good god.. did you really think that breaking my heart wasn't a big deal?!
Tom my amazing partner and our 4 week old son Jack :) <3
I wish you were really there, even just a day with one hello and thought. You've left me to fend for myself in a place where I will find no growth. I'm dying, can't you see? Help me please. Come back! I love you even when you hurt me.
Im sorry for being moody baby.
I wanted to do it tonight, so it was over and done with.
it's cause of tomorrow, and ive not told anyone but L.
everythings building up, and up, and i need to explode.
Im sorry for shouting at you, i'll pick you up tomorrow. i don't mind.
i love you!
I'm sorry for being a pain...and I'm sorry for always saying sorry. I just said it again...but yeah, you know what I mean. And thank you so much
My RYL Family: xXx_Dying2BePerfect_xXx is my adoptive mum. CrimsonTears and Field Of Paper Flowers are my big sisters; Void_Walker is my big brother, poison is my little brother, Cakey is my aunt, ickle-baybee-stacey and miss understud are my daughters.
.....I'm smiling like there is nothing wrong. I'm talking like everything's perfect. I'm acting like it's all just a dream. And pretending he's not hurting me....
What the hell gave you the right to speak to me like that?
I was only trying to sort things out and you accuse me stirring it. I was asking what the matter was and trying to get to the bottom of things