Mayday! Mayday!
The ship is slowly sinking
They think I'm crazy but they don't know the feeling
They're all around me,
Circling like vultures
They wanna break me and wash away my colors
Wash away my colors
Take me high and I'll sing
Oh you make everything okay (okay, okay)
We are one in the same
Oh you take all of the pain away (away, away)
Save me if I become
My demons
I cannot stop this sickness taking over
It takes control and drags me into nowhere
I need your help, I can't fight this forever
I know you're watching,
I can feel you out there
Take me high and I'll sing
Oh you make everything okay (okay, okay)
We are one in the same
Oh you take all of the pain away (away, away)
Save me if I become
My demons
Take me over the walls below
Fly forever
Don't let me go
I need a savior to heal my pain
When I become my worst enemy
The enemy
Take me high and I'll sing
you make everything okay
We are one in the same
you take all of the pain away
Take me high and I'll sing
Oh you make everything okay (okay, okay)
We are one in the same
Oh you take all of the pain away (away, away)
Save me if I become
My demons
Take me high and I'll sing
Oh you make everything okay (okay, okay)
We are one in the same
Oh you take all of the pain away (away, away)
Save me if I become
My demons
My Demons
Starset
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I just realised I've basically taken over this thread, I'm sorry...
I'm an angel, tell me what you mean by that
I take it all and I will never give it back
I don't feel sorry every time I see you cry
Every time you start, I'm waiting for your tears to dry
I don't really care, and I never will
That's the way I am, such a bitter pill
I don't really care, how much silence kills
That's the way I am
No, I wasn't born without a heart
I wasn't always like this, no
Watched you break me, no
Now you blame me
No, I wasn't born with all these flaws
And that's what made me like this, no
Can you blame me, no?
I'm a nightmare, I know what you mean by that
I can't wake up from all these scary dreams I have
I don't really care, and I never will
That's the way I am, such a bitter pill
I don't really care, how much silence kills
That's the way I am
No, I wasn't born without a heart
I wasn't always like this, no
Watched you break me, no
Now you blame me
No, I wasn't born with all these flaws
And that's what made me like this, no
Can you blame me, no?
I wasn't born like this
Hurt people, hurt people
I'd rather be heartless
Than have my heart in pieces
No, I wasn't born without a heart
I wasn't always like this, no
Watched you break me, no
Now you blame me
No, I wasn't born with all these flaws
And that's what made me like this, no
Can you blame me, no? Oh, oh, oh
Tell me I'm clear to breathe this air alone tonight
Take this all in, the sun will dim but I'm alive
They're gonna try to clip your wings
Lock you up and make you sing
But they'll never cage your dreams so fly away
Cause we've got tomorrow, we're the pages in the wind
We've got tomorrow, we're the tale that lies within
There's always another day, another night
A bittersweet blessing in disguise
Tomorrow, we're the authors of our lives, tomorrow
Eyes open wide, daydream at night, my thoughts collide
Some day they'll see, behind their screens, me shining bright
They're gonna try to clip your wings
Lock you up and make you sing
But they'll never cage your dreams so fly away
Cause we've got tomorrow, we're the pages in the wind
We've got tomorrow, we're the tale that lies within
There's always another day, another night
A bittersweet blessing in disguise
Tomorrow, we're be the authors of our lives, tomorrow
And oh, I've been obsessed, in search of success
Been blinded by the light
Sometimes you are the spider, sometimes you are the fly
Flying towards the sky, our starting line
Cause we've got tomorrow, we're the pages in the wind
We've got tomorrow, we're the tale that lies within
There's always another day, another night
A bittersweet blessing in disguise
Tomorrow, we're the authors of our lives, tomorrow
Cause we've got tomorrow
We'll be the authors of our lives, tomorrow
Help me, it's like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can't
It isn't in my blood
Laying on the bathroom floor, feeling nothing
I'm overwhelmed and insecure, give me something
I could take to ease my mind slowly
Just have a drink and you'll feel better
Just take her home and you'll feel better
Keep telling me that it gets better
Does it ever?
Help me, it's like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
No medicine is strong enough
Someone help me
I'm crawling in my skin
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can't
It isn't in my blood
It isn't in my blood
I'm looking through my phone again, feeling anxious
Afraid to be alone again, I hate this
I'm trying to find a way to chill, can't breathe, oh
Is there somebody who could
Help me, it's like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
No medicine is strong enough
Someone help me
I'm crawling in my skin
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can't
It isn't in my blood
It isn't in my blood
I need somebody now
I need somebody now
Someone to help me out
I need somebody now
Help me, it's like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can't
It isn't in my blood
It isn't in my blood
It isn't in my blood
I need somebody now
It isn't in my blood
I need somebody now
It isn't in my blood
In My Blood
Shawn Mendes
I'll be lost inside my head
Bad thoughts til 4am
Then I'll try to sleep
And I can't tell anyone
Im so scared they'll get up & run
So I
Don't speak
And oh, I miss when we were younger
The days were so much funner
Weren't they
Oh, I book a new appointment
Its Another disappointment
They're all the same... same... same...
When the doctor says I'm fine
One at morning, one at night
These pills will help you remember how to smile
But what does he know
Because i feel so alone
And mom & dad both tell me I'm alright
Cus the doctor said you're fine
My own mind can lie to me
They all say its anxiety
But I... just think its me
Now I've lost so many years
My pillow's a tissue
For my tears
But you, never see
And now, I can't even eat my dinner
Mom says I'm getting thinner
Am I?
Oh, I book a new appointment
Yet another disappointment
They're all the same... same... same
When the doctor says I'm fine
One at morning, one at night
These pills will help you remember how to smile
But what does he know
Because i feel so alone
And mom & dad both tell me I'm alright
Cus the doctor said you're fine
But he don't care bout me...
He'll just go home
To his family
Why does no one see...
Im not the girl
I wish that I could be...
Cus the doctor says I'm fine
One at morning, one at night
These pills will help you remember how to smile
Scars that's all I have
Pain that's all I feel
People stop and stare
But they have no idea
And through these tears
And through this pain
I will stand, once again
Cause I may be homeless, but not hopeless
Fatherless but fearless
I've got myself, I've got my freedom
But I'm searching for my home
Cause I am hurting but not helpless
Full of strength and scars
I'm out here in the darkness
Looking for a light to call home
Looking for a light to call home
Fear that's all I own
Smiles don't come so easy
I'm out here all alone
You've got it good, believe me
Through these tears
And through this pain
I will stand, once again
Cause I may be homeless but not hopeless
Fatherless but fearless
I've got myself, I've got my freedom
But I'm searching for my home
Cause I am hurting but not helpless
Full of strength and scars
I'm out here in the darkness
Looking for a light to call home
Looking for a light to call home
Strong that's what I am
Okay, that's what I will be
You might not understand
But I won't let that define me
Cause I may be homeless but not hopeless
Fatherless but fearless
I've got myself, I've got my freedom
But I'm searching for my home
Cause I am hurting but not helpless
Full of strength and scars
I'm out here in the darkness
Looking for a light to call home
Looking for a light to call home
Looking for a light to call home
Looking for a light to call home
There is a thin line between what's good and what is evil
And I will tiptoe down that line
But I will feel unstable
My life is a circus
And I am tripping down the tightrope
Well there is nothing to save me now
So I will not look down.
Well I was walkin’ through some shops at the mall
A gold Versace watch was hangin’ up on the wall
And no, I didn’t have the money to ball
So I thought about takin’ it
I saw this movie playin’ up in my head
I walk outside and jack a Mercedes Benz
Go drivin’ down the 5 and even though it’s pretend
Maybe I’m a maniac
If it were illegal to have evil in the mind
And they cut me open
Wonder, “Would they be surprised?”
Or are there other people that are equally inclined
Think about the heinous things I think about
Is it only me?
Is it unnatural to, to have these thoughts sometimes?
Am I alone, am I some type of criminal?
Oh, if they could read my mind
Would they lock me up for life?
Lock me up for life?
Oh, would they lock me up for life?
Lock me up for life?
Mmmm
There’s things I wouldn’t even say to my shrink
'Cause I’m ashamed of what the doctor would think
Like when I felt alone and hated my life
So I thought about takin’ it
I saw this movie playin’ up in my head
Next to my casket were some family and friends
And even though I know that’s not how it ends
There was no shakin’ it
If they forced a needle through a cortex in my brain
Wonder what they’d think, that maybe I had gone insane
Or are there other people that are equally deranged
And think about the heinous things I think about
Is it only me?
Is it unnatural to, to have these thoughts sometimes?
Am I alone, am I some type of criminal?
Oh, if they could read my mind
Would they lock me up for life?
Lock me up for life?
Oh, would they lock me up for life?
Lock me up for life?
Mmmm
I tell my mother that I love her
I’m not coming home from jail
I’m so sorry
I’m so sorry
And tell my father not to bother
Waste a dollar on my bail
I’m so sorry
Hmm
I’m so sorry
Is it only me?
Is it unnatural to, to have these thoughts sometimes?
Am I alone, am I some type of criminal?
Oh, if they could read my mind
Would they lock me up for life?
Lock me up for life?
Oh, would they lock me up for life?
Lock me up for life?
Infinite silence
Flowing right in with the dawn
This is wrong, this is wrong
And I cannot sleep without the radio on
And how could anyone
You are in my dreams
Half human, half machine
You're with someone else that I have felt and seen
I cannot rest, or my consciousness contest
Looking right through the lens
From winter brings the spring again
Infinite silence
Flowing right in with the dawn
This is wrong, this is wrong
And I cannot sleep without the radio on
And we fall asleep again
With ties to mend
So please let the cleaning
Begin with evolution
Hold my breath 'til communication
Is only just a test
Hold my breath 'til communication
Is only just a test
Hold my breath 'til communication
Is only just a test
You are in my dream
Half human, half machine
Looking right through the lens
From winter brings the spring again
Infinite silence
Flowing right in with the dawn
This is wrong, this is wrong
And I cannot sleep without the radio on
Infinite silence
Flowing right in with the dawn
This is wrong, this is wrong
And I cannot sleep without the radio
When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?
Congratulations, you played me, made me your perfect fool
I thought that you would be a lot more mature it's not true
Oh, this is funny for you right now but just wait a bit
One day I promise you'll see it won't be me suffering
You let me burn, you let me bleed, you let me hurt to death
You wouldn't care if in front of you I took my last breath
One day your heart and your soul will be boiling with regret
From your manipulative ways and your infantile threats
But no, you never thought I'd let you go
Oh no, you thought that I would always need you
Well, it's hard
When you're the one that's gasping for air
I don't need you there
Knock, knock, knock, knock on my door
You can knock some more
I'll keep knocking right along with you
To the sound that our heartbeats used to do
Snap my fingers and you'll snap yours
Then we'll stomp the floor
Sing along to our melody
Even if we're a tiny little bit off key
I'm sorry it had to be this way
But I'll enjoy it when you walk away
(Come on!)
You never treated me like you promised you always would
Made up excuses that no human ever really should
One day your heart and your soul will be boiling with defeat
'Cause I'll be ruling up on top and you'll look up at me
But no, you never thought I'd let you go
Oh no, you thought that I would always need you
Well, it's hard
When you're the one that's gasping for air
I don't need you there
Knock, knock, knock, knock on my door
You can knock some more
I'll keep knocking right along with you
To the sound that our heartbeats used to do
Snap my fingers and you'll snap yours
Then we'll stomp the floor
Sing along to our melody
Even if we're a tiny little bit off key
I'm sorry it had to be this way
But I'll enjoy it when you walk away
And you keep knocking at my door
And I don't even know what for
I've said it a million times
And I've already left you...
Behind
Oh, oh, say!
Knock, knock, knock, knock on my door
You can knock some more
I'll keep knocking right along with you
To the sound that our heartbeats used to do
Snap my fingers and you'll snap yours
Then we'll stomp the floor
Sing along to our melody
Even if we're a tiny little bit off key
I'm sorry it had to be this way
The scariest place that I've ever been
Is in my own head around 2 AM
The room it will spin and I'll feel sick
My chest it'll heave and I cannot breathe
I'm panicking, frantically, so depressed, manically
Pop a few pills to maybe do the trick
'Cause no amount of music can cover the screams
No television shows can hide the voices it seems
I'm sitting in my bed, with my hands over my head, wishing this was all just a dream
I'm sitting in my bed, with my hands over my head, wishing this was all just a dream
Silence is the loudest thing that's ever filled my head
The voices telling, yelling at me I should be dead
Silence is the loudest thing that's ever filled my head
When's it gonna stop?
"Never," they said,
"You're better off dead."
If someone put a gun to my head
I'd gladly pull the trigger
'Cause when you're already dead inside
There's nothing else to live for
You'd be doing me a favour
Literally blowing my mind
By showing me a piece of what's on the inside
A mess I must confess a little bit twisted
Yes I get it, I'll admit it
I'm just a little bit weird
Oh dear but
In this day and age aren't we all a little bit strange?
And the voices we are all starting to hear
In this day and age aren't we all a little bit strange?
And the voices we are all starting to hear
Silence is the loudest thing that's ever filled my head
The voices telling, yelling at me I should be dead
Silence is the loudest thing that's ever filled my head
When's it gonna stop?
"Never," they said,
"You're better off dead."
They say jump from that window sill
We won't catch you but the ground will
Jump from that window sill
We won't catch you but the ground will
Jump from that window sill
We won't catch you but the ground will
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I'm sorry, I'm taking over this thread but I really needed this
So where the hell's my hope,
And why can't I just try?
You know I've lost a lot,
But I won't let this die.
I know I've got a friend up in the atmosphere,
And another reason not to fear the sky;
No, not tonight.
?When words become unclear, I shall focus with photographs. When images become inadequate, I shall be content with silence.?
? Ansel Adams
I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well, you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know, or seem to care what your heart is for
But I don't know him anymore
There's nothin' where he used to lie
The conversation has run dry
That's what's goin' on
Nothing's fine, I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn
Mama, come here
Approach, appear
Daddy, I'm alone
'Cause this house don't feel like home
If you love me, don't let go
If you love me, don't let go
Hold
Hold on
Hold on to me
'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Hold
Hold on
Hold on to me
'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Mother, I know
That you're tired of being alone
Dad, I know you're trying
To fight when you feel like flying
If you love me, don't let go
If you love me, don't let go
Hold
Hold on
Hold on to me
'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady
Take cover
Signs don't show
You drove me
Off the road
But you let go
'Cause your hope is gone
And every question fades away
It's a shame you don't know what you're running from
Would your bones have to break and your lights turn off
Would it take the end of time to hear you heart's false start?
You know this is your biggest mistake
What a waste, what a waste, what a waste
And of all the things you never explained
Well you know this is your biggest mistake
You tread water
Fighting for the air in your lungs
Move
Move closer
Maybe you can right all your wrongs
But you let go
'Cause your hope is gone
And every answer fades away
It's a shame you don't know what you're running from
Would your bones have to break and your lights turn off
Would it take the end of time to hear your hearts false start?
You know this is your biggest mistake
What a waste, what a waste, what a waste
And of all the things you never explained
Well you know this is your biggest mistake
Wipe the mud spray from the face stop the engine
Stop pretending
Wipe the mud spray from your face stop the engine,
Stop pretending, that you're still breathing
It's a shame you don't know what you're running from
Would your bones have to break and your lights turn off
Would it take the end of time to hear your hearts false start?
You know this is your biggest mistake
What a waste, what a waste, what a waste
And of all the things you never explained
Well you know this is your biggest mistake
Oh oh oh and oblivion
Oh oh oh and oblivion
When you fall asleep
with your head upon my shoulder
When you're in my arms
but you've gone somewhere deeper
Are you going to age with grace?
Are you going to age without mistakes?
When, oh oh oh and oblivion
When, oh oh oh and oblivion
When, oh oh oh and oblivion
When, oh oh oh and oblivion
When, oh oh oh and oblivion
When, oh oh oh and oblivion
When you play it hard
and I try to follow you there
It's not about control
But I turn back when I see where you go
Are you going to age with grace?
Are you going to leave a path to trace?
When, oh oh oh and oblivion
When, oh oh oh and oblivion
When, oh oh oh and oblivion
When, oh oh oh and oblivion
When, oh oh oh and oblivion
When, oh oh oh and oblivion
"I steal a few breaths from the world for a minute
And then I'll be nothing forever
And all of my memories
And all of the things I have seen will be gone
With my eyes, with my body, with me"
skip
"And I'm the idiot with the painted face
In the corner, taking up space
But when he walks in, I am loved, I am loved"
I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour
But heaven knows I'm miserable now
I was looking for a job, and then I found a job
And heaven knows I'm miserable now
In my life
Why do I give valuable time
To people who don't care if I live or die?
Two lovers entwined pass me by
And heaven knows I'm miserable now
I was looking for a job, and then I found a job
And heaven knows I'm miserable now
In my life
Oh, why do I give valuable time
To people who don't care if I live or die?
What she asked of me at the end of the day
Caligula would have blushed
"Oh, you've been in the house too long" she said
And I naturally fled
In my life
Why do I smile
At people who I'd much rather kick in the eye?
I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour
But heaven knows I'm miserable now
"Oh, you've been in the house too long" she said
And I naturally fled
In my life
Oh, why do I give valuable time
To people who don't care if I live or die?
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
And as I climb into an empty bed
Oh well. Enough said.
I know it's over - still I cling
I don't know where else I can go
Oh...
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
See, the sea wants to take me
The knife wants to slit me
Do you think you can help me?
Sad veiled bride, please be happy
Handsome groom, give her room
Loud, loutish lover, treat her kindly
(Though she needs you
More than she loves you)
And I know it's over - still I cling
I don't know where else I can go
Over and over and over and over
Over and over, la...
I know it's over
And it never really began
But in my heart it was so real
And you even spoke to me, and said :
"If you're so funny
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
And if you're so clever
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
If you're so very entertaining
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
If you're so very good-looking
Why do you sleep alone tonight ?
I know...
'Cause tonight is just like any other night
That's why you're on your own tonight
With your triumphs and your charms
While they're in each other's arms..."
It's so easy to laugh
It's so easy to hate
It takes strength to be gentle and kind
Over, over, over, over
It's so easy to laugh
It's so easy to hate
It takes guts to be gentle and kind
Over, over
Love is natural and real
But not for you, my love
Not tonight, my love
Love is natural and real
But not for such as you and I, my love
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my ...
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
Oh Mother, I can even feel the soil falling over my head
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my...
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Reason: accidentally added something to the lyrics not meant to be there
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