"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
thats an old picture... back then I was still very much "in recovery" from anorexia and alcoholism both making me fairly thin. It's over 3 years later now and I have become huge, been feeling big for months, started purging again and using diet pills, I know it's bad but I started to feel I eeded them... and now my mum is making commments too :(
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
not sure it matters... I was in the kitchen after purging and downed a fair amount of stuff before coming and sitting in here acting as if this is my first drink... in reality I downed a lot. Noones noticed that there is now an almost empty bottle in the kitchen luckily
Will try not to get another drink though. I know its bad, just needed someone to dull everything a bit
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
