Hi everyone. Hows it going?
Going to a friend's tonight, looking forward to it. Beth's been negative all day, but I've been in a good mood and have been able to ignore her.
xxx
I feel awful emotionally. I found out what I needed to about closing down the Thursday meeting and the gent who runs the south county office is going to email me a copy of the form.
I know that fight a few weeks ago was seriously part of what happened. But I can't see my part in it. I saw my sponsor before the meeting yesterday. She told me that I talk too much about my family, and that talking too much about my family bothers others. That is why the woman who founded the Thurs meeting left and started another. My sponsor also said that she will watch and talk to the woman who sighs and turn away when I share. Yesterday when I shared I managed to avoid talking about family and my sponsor gave me an okay sign.
I have a client who doesn't want her stuff done after all. I wonder if this means that this is time to look for another job? Time to take care of myself?
My husband is pissed off at me so I won't be able to talk to him for a few days till he calms down.
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
I know your gonna have a hard day tomorrow hun, but you and Abbi will still be in touch i'm sure of it and i'll be here for you tomorrow for how ever long you need me :)
I've got kind off a difficult day myself it's the annivesary of a friends death and it would be the due date of my baby tomorrow if i didn't loose her/him. we'll get through this both together hun k *hugs*
xx
My amazing sisters - Katch, Pomegrante, Hells, Dark Light, blondiebear, l'il esky and Sweetest Downfall :)
My cool cousins - Daisy star, Crystalheart and Crazykat :)
I know we'll keep in contact, but it certainly won't be the same. Tomorrow will be hard for us both but I'm glad we have each other to support. I cant help but dread it anyway.
unfortunately holding my teddy doesn't go along with work. I have to finish this work so I can get paid. Actually she's given me the money but I won't open the envelope until i've finished the work.
Chocolate cookies? Share?
Last edited by blondiebear : 19-06-2008 at 12:14 AM.
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My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
All of a sudden, about three hours ago my mood just tanked. Not that it had been all that good to begin with but I'm on my break between my second and third shifts for the day and suddenly I don't want to move, don't want to do anything other than lay in bed and feel **** probably my fault I know but it still
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
probably my fault I know but it still 
