Just tried to make up with my ****ing housemate who decided she couldn't live with me next year cos of the SI and depression and then proceeded to smash plates etc. Was met with '**** off bitch' response. Drinking. Need to drink. Try to be normal adult and apparently even fucjk that up. So am drinking. 6 pints snake bite, some shots and few beer. May drive to get wine noe, whpo knows. **** them, **** the world.
Tabby, hi and welcome.
Alexx, I hated being single too the few times it happened. More often I already had my next boyfriend lined up.
Ally, that whole situation sounds disgusting.
I haven't accomplished much today. Can't say that I'm sorry either. I guess I should be sorry. But my pets are cared for. I'm starting on laundry. Otherwise when I'm done hanging out here I'll go shop online for some yarn I want to make new rugs. Hopefully the ones I make will be colorfast. Or at least machine washable.
90F is the usual daytime high temperature here from now until some time in September, with heat waves up to 15 degrees higher than that. And I get heatsick at 80F. Thank God for air conditioning.
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
Emma hunni, please, please, PLEASE be careful, don't drive hunni.
*snuggles and takes some of your alcohol*
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
Sleep well, Blondie-mom.
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Hmmm, was going to write a 'book' here but it would probably be more appropriate to do it... Outside the psych ward *gasp*!
It's just that, since I'm not 'out there' supporting I don't really feel right doing it... But the psych ward really isn't the place for my ramblings...
*wanders out to create a thread*
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
I could probably get away without getting these stitched/butterflied, ok well I couldn't but I could see what would happen. I will see how I feel in the morning (yes it is 6.35 am here...I mean when I wake up) and whether I make them worse. If I do I am ****ed, both wrists on both sides but then I deserve it so hey ho. N/m and all that crap.
I can't cope with the worry, but I worry because I care about them both so so so much. They're two of my bestest friends and I don't want either of them to be suffering like this or to die either *wants to cry*
5:30am. Noisy cat. cold pizza. maybe some ice cream since there was only 1 piece of pizza left?
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
so wanna leave this planet atm......F#$K is all i gotta say atm