I am not perfect and I don't claim to be. And if that's what you wanted, well I am so sorry... So mighty, so hegemonic, so hating, so desecrating, so there, so nowhere, so hurting, we fall between indifference, rejection...
~*forever_lost*~; my RYL cousin. Hells; my RYL niece. Katch; my RYL big sister. Voice Of Reason; my everything.
I am not perfect and I don't claim to be. And if that's what you wanted, well I am so sorry... So mighty, so hegemonic, so hating, so desecrating, so there, so nowhere, so hurting, we fall between indifference, rejection...
~*forever_lost*~; my RYL cousin. Hells; my RYL niece. Katch; my RYL big sister. Voice Of Reason; my everything.
On a happier note?
Interview tomorrow with the co-op bank.
Don't panic, it's fine to be nervous and I'm sure you'll do fine.
on a lower note?
I probably wont even get the stupid job.
Why not? They obviously liked what they saw in your cv/application.
happy note.
I should be going out after college with a mate
Have fun!
low note.
I'll probably ruin it in some way shape of form
Not necessarily. And if you feel low, text me if you like =)
happy note.
14th of august. Results day AND mum & dad on holiday.
Nice one =)
low note.
I've probably failed.
Probably not. Honestly.
Happy note.
Im 3 months free.
Well done. Amazing.
Low note.
I feel like a fat ****.
You don't look like one though.
*hugs*
and jess, you ask because you care. and that's worth so much.
I'd say that I'ma sitting drinking, but I feel queasy so I stopped.
You haven't ruined anything Al, trust us.
I am not perfect and I don't claim to be. And if that's what you wanted, well I am so sorry... So mighty, so hegemonic, so hating, so desecrating, so there, so nowhere, so hurting, we fall between indifference, rejection...
~*forever_lost*~; my RYL cousin. Hells; my RYL niece. Katch; my RYL big sister. Voice Of Reason; my everything.
and alexx, there's not reason why you won't get it. just sell yourself at the interview. dress nice, and blag if you have to.
my brother worked at the co-op bank before uni for a year. walked into it straight outta college. if he can, you can.
Ick. My mums trying to make me wear a long sleeved black wool jumper/shirt combo. I'd die of heat exhaustion
"they wont hire you if you have scars" says she.
I nearly cried re-doing my CV today coz it was like
"right...education...GCSE results...not nearly as good as they should be. Interests. I have none. Im a boring **** with no life. Skills. I am great at being taken for a ride but other than that...none..."
Just sat with my head on the keyboard for a while
I don't belong here
I don't belong anywhere
But I jut wanted to say random things and this seems like the right place
Nobody'll read this so wahtever...
I actually miss the psych ward and I'm scared of going back, yet it seems exciting, yet...I don't know I just...URGH!
I don't know anything anymore
I want to be 2 different people at the same time but I can't and everything's going wrong and I just...oh crap....
I'm FINE
Really
Yeah
*curls up somewhere*
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
Alexx hun, is there nothing lighter you can wear? Or just short sleeves if you feel confident enough. Just say yeah, I used to self harm. They can't not employ you for that. As for CV's, they're a bugger but you have to blag. I hate my GCSE results, hate writing them. As for hobbies, I say horse riding (not done for years) music (i broke my flute years ago) etc...they don't need to know it all. Skills = you're a good listener (good with customers), good on a pc, etc.
I'll have my fingers crossed for you.
Zed, hun, you belong here. I'm really new here but everyone's lovely. So don't worry about that.
Do you think you need hospital help hun?
You're NOT fine hun, that's clear.
Talk to us?
Or PM me if you need me, anytime, seriously.
Alexx hun, is there nothing lighter you can wear? Or just short sleeves if you feel confident enough. Just say yeah, I used to self harm. They can't not employ you for that. .
Im FINE with my scars...I wear strappy t-shirts and short sleeved tops all the time but she made it sound like they'd...WITCH-HUNT me or something...which made me even more sure that I wouldnt get it...even though I explained I'd be working a PHONELINE (ie not seeing customers face-to-face so it doesnt matter if i have scars or not.
