You're like a bad ex. I left you years ago, but you're still calling. Hell, you've actually been at my door a few times. I can't believe I let you back in, after we'd been apart for so many months, that one time - and since then, you can't stop calling me, almost every day.
Lose my number, jackass.
"We're called to hold our hands against the wounds of a broken world, to stop the bleeding."
-Don Miller
I turned you into something good on Saturday and used you for something that wasn't negative harm of my body, and I intend to do that again.
Now, just get the **** out of my head. And hands. I do not like how you're part of me.
No, in fact, I hate that. I hate you. And I love you. You confuse me too much.
Everything you need is around you.
The only danger is inside you.
So punch another pillow, to make the pain a little less.
And run another race, to make the pace a little faster.
Use another knife, to make the cut a little deeper.
Then shed another tear, to make reality a little truer.
My guard is slipping, along with the fake smiles...you are the only thing keeping me from falling apart
...i forfeited my skin for your comfort, and have accepted that i will spend my life covered up in long clothes, so now what have i to lose by sending u away?
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SCREW YOU!!!!!!!
Everything you need is around you.
The only danger is inside you.
So punch another pillow, to make the pain a little less.
And run another race, to make the pace a little faster.
Use another knife, to make the cut a little deeper.
Then shed another tear, to make reality a little truer.
our relationship is abusive. i don't hate you, in fact i turn to you for everything. i dont even hate the marks you give me or the nothingness. But there is probably some other life style that i can have thats better than this. where i can handle me and i don't take everything away with your kisses. here's to the future.
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For being the only thing I have EVER been able to rely on, you always left me violently reacting, yet I still came to you in a time of need and you soon became the only anesthetic that ever made me feel. Too bad we can not stay together forever! One day, I am going to ditch you! And I know you will be running to me to give me your urges and temptations and like people have told me straight to the face, "F*** off and get a life!"
And just like what they did, I will not turn back and wonder where you went! NEVER!
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
I would say, "You've haunted me for four years now, you've landed me in the psyc ward, you almost killed me. Why does something so wrong feel so right? Why are you so comforting? Why wont you go away? Please, leave me alone. But you wont do that will you? Next time I'm in a bad mood you'll come right back, telling me that you could save me. You do save me for a few moments, but thenn after you go away and im left with scars."
I have the urge to hurt myself in weird places- why are you changing what we know? Why does everything have to change? I just don't get it. But ok- I will go with it, its easier that way.
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
I'd say: "I know that this is so bad it's worth you for...but part of me wants to see if I can get through this without you. So can you stop tempting me so much?"
Whatever it is, you can get through it. I promise.
SERENITY is my RYL mum.
SOLO is my RYL auntie.
SEFKA is my RYL daughter.
DAYS GONE BYE is my RYL sister.
JEFFERSON.MERIWETHER is my RYL son.
OLINESS is my RYL son.
Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
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