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Old 19-03-2009, 09:13 PM   #61
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I'm planning on getting very drunk tonight - to drown my sorrows and because I hope it'll mean I don't care about what damage I do to myself.



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Old 19-03-2009, 11:25 PM   #62
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I found a dirty, rusty old swiss army knife today on the road, I think I'm going to use it.



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Old 19-03-2009, 11:35 PM   #63
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I lied to my CPN and said I was feeling fine when in truth i'm feeling like i'm dangling over the edge.



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Some men just want to watch the world burn.

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Old 19-03-2009, 11:44 PM   #64
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I am not sure I have ever felt so alone. You said today that you would not be surprised if today was the last time you ever saw me because the way I am going I will be dead. The truth is, I think you might have been right and I am not too bothered. I think it should have worried me.





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Old 20-03-2009, 12:06 AM   #65
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I want to cut.
I want to self harm in any possible way.
I want to be self harming again.
I want to od.
I want to od on not just pills but other ****.
I want to be sick.
I want to get so drunk.
I think I actually want to die.
I want to sit on top of a car park and sit on the edge.
I want to jump.
I want to live and prove to myself, I can follow my dreams.
But at the same time, I want to re-**** up my life, as it's never going to not be ****ed up. I've already made enough damage to mak suree of that.



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Old 20-03-2009, 12:14 AM   #66
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Right now I want to get so drunk on the weekend that I pass out and don't have to live with my head anymore.



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Old 20-03-2009, 05:33 AM   #67
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i'v ebeen hurting my ankle on purpose.



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Old 20-03-2009, 11:00 AM   #68
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Seems I want to hurt myself worse - every day the cutting is not enough - should be deeper, should be worse - stupid emotion and i can't figure out why...

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Old 20-03-2009, 11:13 AM   #69
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I want to cut an artery.
I know just how to do it.
I can feel it...waiting.
that plus the pills should do it.
ive had rewnough
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Old 20-03-2009, 11:19 AM   #70
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Beth says no one can stand me. They're all sick of me, and would be so much happier if I was dead.
And I'm starting to believe her.



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Old 20-03-2009, 12:50 PM   #71
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I just wish they would take it all out of my hands

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Old 20-03-2009, 01:29 PM   #72
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I needed a cigarette so much I stole money from my dad.



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Old 20-03-2009, 02:37 PM   #73
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Jamie thinks I'm over wanting to OD. I'm not. And I'm not going to tell him. That way he can't stop me.



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Old 20-03-2009, 03:55 PM   #74
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Beth says no one can stand me. They're all sick of me, and would be so much happier if I was dead.
And I'm starting to believe her.
Not true hun, don't listen to her, I want you alive :(

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Jamie thinks I'm over wanting to OD. I'm not. And I'm not going to tell him. That way he can't stop me.
You can't od hun :(

Although I am seriously happy, I still want to hurt so bad



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Old 20-03-2009, 09:46 PM   #75
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I want to not wake up in the morning




I fight everyday not to.
Even Now.

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Old 20-03-2009, 09:47 PM   #76
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*cuddles*
Luff you Jade



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Old 20-03-2009, 10:04 PM   #77
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Thinking of you Jade xx

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Old 21-03-2009, 12:50 AM   #78
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im thinking about harming and iv already planned where im going to do it and what with

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Old 21-03-2009, 11:55 AM   #79
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Feeling very low today - after a high - have to cut to feell something other than this...

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Old 21-03-2009, 01:27 PM   #80
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i feel like slicing up my ankle. just so there is some pain where there should be. ****ing stupid.



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