Okay, worriedson, I am glad that you have apologised and your apologies do sound very sincere and heartfelt. It takes a strong person to say sorry to people that they have wronged and you've done that, so thank you. However, it's possible that you are not getting a response because of what has been said before, people aren't caught up on what happened with you a year or so ago and also, even if they are the intended recipients, they don't have anything to say. Just because someone doesn't comment doesn't mean they haven't read.
People are always going to have different opinions and there will always be arguments and constructive debates; some getting out of hand and others staying in control. Rightly or wrongly that's what life is and I think that we've got to accept that you have apologised and draw a line under it. I'm not sure whether you are bumping this thread to illicit a response from other people or whether you feel so bad about what happened that it keeps going round in your mind and the only way you can justify it to yourself is to say sorry. Either way, you need to let what happened go now. The past is the past. You cannot change it.
I haven't seen your other threads throughout the forums and so I don't know their content but I would encourage you to forget about this, like everyone else, and don't send yourself down the road that you went down last time. You don't want to feel as bad as you did, surely? Let the past die. Post in other threads, have your own opinion, voice it, have people disagree with you, have them agree with you, have a bit of a joke, banter, go about RYL without this on your shoulders.
Take care.
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