and some people are just dickheads, it doesn't mean you did something wrong.
I once had a guy threaten to kill me and my son because I wouldnt date him.. he went on to stalk me untill i put him in jail for breaking a no contact order.... does him harassing me mean I was in the wrong? no.
and T bothering you doesnt mean youve done anything bad either.
*huggles*
Half Psychotic Sick Hypnotic We sat and waited for the sea
To stretch out so that we could disappear
Into the endlessness of blue Into the horror of the truth We are far less than we knew
Hey sweetie...you know im here for you Jenna...i care lots and really want you to pull thru this... you know u can always pm me when u need to talk... take care Hun...lotsa luv!!! *HUGS*
will this ever stop.....or will he always be there lurking in the shadows to pounce when i am not looking....need to be aware at all times, cant waste time sleeping....need to be up.....need to obey him.....
help is there when you need it...you just have to accept it
uh.. you dont have to obey him at all. he just needs to piss off and leave you alone.
if you don't sleep, you'll be even less able to fight it.
get some rest, have someone around who you trust.. that way if you wake up and he is pulling the strings, the person there can make sure he doesn't hurt you.
Half Psychotic Sick Hypnotic We sat and waited for the sea
To stretch out so that we could disappear
Into the endlessness of blue Into the horror of the truth We are far less than we knew
Jenna... come back to me. I care for you a lot as a friend. You need to fight him and make him go away. He is not real, but you are real. You can beat him, you are stronger than him hun. I miss you and want you back, and I don't like seeing Tarek. You can beat him Jenna! Don't let him harm you Jenna or do stuff to you... fight back and resist against him. He will never win and you will always win against him.
*HUGS*
Matt
~Matt~
Susanna Kaysen: I'm ambivalent. In fact that's my new favorite word.
Dr. Sonia Wick: Do you know what that means, ambivalence?
Susanna Kaysen: I don't care.
Dr. Sonia Wick: If it's your favorite word, I would've thought you would...
Susanna Kaysen: It *means* I don't care. That's what it means.
i dont have a roomie and no one here knows about him......
is there nobody you could tell and invite over??
Half Psychotic Sick Hypnotic We sat and waited for the sea
To stretch out so that we could disappear
Into the endlessness of blue Into the horror of the truth We are far less than we knew
It's okay to be afraid, its natural. The trick is harnessing your fear. Instead of letting your fear rule you, you have to try and clear your mind enough that you can turn it into a drive, a source of strength. You can then use that to start to fight the problem. I know it sounds really, really hard, and you'll probably tell yourself you can't do it, but i know you can Jenna. You just have to believe in yourself.
- James
Saving the world, one person at a time...
Never let go!! There's always a reason to carry on the fight.
i just wanted to update u guys on how my day has been going....to be honest....i am really happy right now....i just looked up motivational quotes and now my spirits are lifted....i feel like i can fight T now....
thanks for all of your support....
help is there when you need it...you just have to accept it
That is awesome Jenna!!!! im glad your doing great!!! i Luv u Jenna...your a great gurl...and dont you forget that...ok? Take Care...keep up the happiness!!! i luv it!
I hope you take care of the cuts T is making you do. Wash them good and put antibiotic ointment on. if it is deep I urge you to go to the ER.
Half Psychotic Sick Hypnotic We sat and waited for the sea
To stretch out so that we could disappear
Into the endlessness of blue Into the horror of the truth We are far less than we knew
Hey Jenna, you don't know me and I don't know you. But from reading what you have said, You can F***king fight through this. It will be hard, It will brutal and it will be scary. But don't let this bastard take control of you. You are an individual person, with individual views and your own mind. It may seem like you don't have you're own mind right now. But you can find it again. Good luck with everything. Hold on. All my love, Abraxas xxxxxxxx
Hey jenna you are doing so well fighting T! I know it is a tough fight, but you can defeat him.
Kitty is right about needing to sleep and you need to eat something too. Keep your strength up so that you can fight the shithead.
T knows he is the weak one and that is why he is trying so hard to convince you that you can not fight him, because in the end he knows you are the one that is real and he is f***ing nothing.
Fight him as hard as you can and we are always here to support you
*giant hugs*
"Death is the next great adventure"
Dumbledore, Harry Potter
The day I stop living just to protect and care for others, will be the most selfish day in my life.
I hope youre doing the proper first aid on them when you find them. :/
Half Psychotic Sick Hypnotic We sat and waited for the sea
To stretch out so that we could disappear
Into the endlessness of blue Into the horror of the truth We are far less than we knew
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