I'm inpatient. Again. *urgent* - Page 4

~Grace~ · 14-08-2011, 04:54 PM

Hope you sought help hun x

little_paws · 14-08-2011, 05:39 PM

I so hope you are ok sweets.

MissAnonymous · 14-08-2011, 05:50 PM

I hope you're in a and e and getting treated.
If not, get your butt in there, you need to be seen.
x

Uglyducklin · 14-08-2011, 08:09 PM

I really hope they are treating you. Hugsxx

when.will.it.end · 15-08-2011, 06:40 PM

Thank you guys for caring.

I went to A&E but can't remember much about what happened. Oh I think I passed outside of the hospital in the street and someone got a doctor/paramedics. I was on drips & in and out of consciousness I think, I remember a lot people yelling at me to open my eyes. My BP was low, my pulse was up to 150 or something, they did a million ECG's... I'm home now, via the day hospital (I'm really hurt that they didn't contact me for three days when it's meant to be daily and don't really trust them at all right now) and am completely out of it with my first exam tomorrow morning!! HAHA. It'll be a miracle even if I make it there conscious, never mind pass.

Initially I was really embarrassed that I'd done this when I don't SH anymore (that's totally bullshit but it's what I tell myself but I haven't cut in 3 1/2 years) but now I'm sort of wanting to do it again just with more tablets.

When will I even learn? They phoned my mum when I've just changed her from being my next of kin which really pisses me off but whatever.

I really appreciate your guys support right now

when.will.it.end · 17-08-2011, 01:42 AM

I tthink I'm overdosing again. I don't really know whats going on. What the hell is wrong with me? I'm so ashamed.

ANorthfield · 17-08-2011, 10:41 AM

I hope you're ok. There's nothing to be ashamed about.

Snow White. · 17-08-2011, 10:54 AM

*sits with you*

Can you tell us a bit more about what is going on right now?

xxx

when.will.it.end · 17-08-2011, 11:49 AM

I'm really out of it & don't know where I am/what I've taken/what happened. I'm crying & shaking & angry & sad ~& I failed my exmas & I'm crap at everything. really dizzu. confused. i hate myself. sorry. i'm failure & a waste of space. i shouldnt even be posting

ANorthfield · 17-08-2011, 11:57 AM

posting is exactly what you should be doing. you can resit exams, retake tests, and retry at pretty much anything except life. you're not a failure.

~Grace~ · 17-08-2011, 12:59 PM

Katie, I hope youre ok? If youve taken another od I really hope youve gone to a and e and that youre getting the help you need xx

Snow White. · 17-08-2011, 01:03 PM

I think you need to be with someone safe and get yourself checked out right now love, can you think of someone you might be able to call?

xxx

Cryptic. · 17-08-2011, 02:46 PM

I hope you've gone to A&E darling, if only to get checked over just incase you have OD'd.

Don't be ashasmed. Post as much as you want. You deserve support as much as anyone else.

Please be as safe as can be, you're so loved and cared about.
xx

when.will.it.end · 17-08-2011, 03:47 PM

I made it home. I'm just going to try and sleep it off, I can't face A&E again. My exam went awful this morning which doesn't help.

Thanks for your support

Cryptic. · 17-08-2011, 06:04 PM

Please try to go to A&E, I think going to sleep would be a danger if you have OD'd if you remember doing so at all,even if you suspect it... or at least make a drs appt to check you over and have bloods.
xx

UnanimousAnonymous · 17-08-2011, 07:25 PM

Hey Katie, i really hope you have managed to get to A&E and treated. i can relate to feeling overwhelmed at the moment, please take it easy and be kind to yourself. Talk to your key worker maybe?
I can also understand your frustration with the MH service, but please try talking to them?
I really hope you are safe.
Lots of love xx

little_paws · 17-08-2011, 07:27 PM

sweets your body will still be weak after the last one, please go to a&e and get checked out. I Failed my exams two years running, still a sore point but I've realized its not my fault, I was too ill to sit them in the first place just like you! You have nothing to feel ashamed about at all!

when.will.it.end · 17-08-2011, 08:01 PM

I don't think I OD'd really at all. If I thought I was physically ill I would honestly go but I'm okay, really. My key worker wasn't in today which didn't help because I really needed to talk & I'm meant to be seeing my psych tomorrow but am some reason terrified that he's going to be horrible to me/try and hurt me/attack me in some way so I might not go in. Dunno, just a bit of a mess right now.