I don't like at all the look of the final image I want to do it again. But I ran out of time so I had to go with this awful image. I'm really sorry of how bad this is. This is on the idea of not wanting to be seen and hiding behind somthing. Anything.
I've finaly got a day where I can rest, no college tomorrow, So I can sleep in and catch up on all of it I've lost, but I'm sure I'll wake up to early. Like always. I may be more imaginative with more sleep and maybe a little happier? Who knows. Oh today, It was my annuel Chips and pool day with my friend, I actually won a game, I'm imporving, very slowly and we found a wallet today there with money in it but we handed it in with everything still intact and nothign taken. :)
i have to say a massive thank you for everyone who looks at my pictures. :)
I was told I needed to open up more today, so I thought I'd try it in the most literal sense, I did somthing kinda simular to this before but I like this one alot more.
For the edditting of this entire image yy kitten; Wilson. Was attacking my foot! AIot it was most painful, wherever I moved it he found it and started attacking it. :( Poor foot.
Today has been good, I enjoyed myself a fair bit, was at college but had a good talk with a certain someone who I've talked properly too for a long while. Good days are good. Also my brother is moving out on the 22nd. :( I shall miss the annoying boy.
Thank you kindly. :) I'm sure you can get just as good images, I actually do weddings from time to time when one pops up. So I have alot of practive in this area. If you want to improve I recomend taking self portraits. It helps you understand what works and what dosn't and helps to get to grips with the right composition. Like currently I'm going a massive commitment which is the Flickr 365 self portrait challenge , which is basicly one self portrait a day for a year. Which this is really helping me improve. So I recomend doing something like that if you want to improve.
Today has been a good day, I've spent alot of it with My brother Joe. 7 days untill he is gone! Mannnn. So soon. He's not moving far but we have been talking alot of today, talking about what we used to be like, how we used to play fight all the time; then we did shortly after that. . Somethings never change. :)
I've been thinking alot recently about life and what people strive to be or what they want when their older. Whether it is to have money, a big house to move country or somthing like that. After comdemplating everything, I have decieded I don't want anything big or any large amount of fortune. I just want to be content with what I have and be happy. I can't really think of anything better than that.
I have found that, doing my 365 earlier than later really helps me with the sleeping, shame I can't do it early all of the time. Also, I really should eat more, I kinda forgot to. I should pay more attention to things. :)
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Reason: Posting length of tiem not eaten for is againts the rules x
I was alot more willing to make a picture today, I feel a little better, In fact today wasn't so bad. All my insecuritys have seemed to gone back to whence they came. :) This was actually really fun to do, took some time but I had to get myself into positions where my tie would do that. while I was doing that people walking past my window really gave me funny looks whith amused me. :)
Also, I had the earliest night ever last night. I went to bed at 10:30pm instead of 2am but there was a problem, my body clock woke me up at 4:30 am and I'm one of those people who can't really get back to sleep once they wake up. So I got up and did something practical, like plan this shot. :)
I didn't post this on the day it's ment to be before the last one I posted. Ahh well. this has become my photographic blog really my doings in day to day and what I think and how I am. It's like keeping a record of how I am in a year so this one is important to post.
16/ 365
I really didn't feel like taking or making any pictures today. I've been in a pretty rubbish mood today, I've been down alot of the day. I don't know why completly, and I don't like it. so I thought I would sum up how I felt in one word. I was going to edit it alot but then I though I just wanted a simple portrait with a simple word that ment so much, the writting isn't photoshopped in, I wrote it on my face.
My insecuritys are really high at the moment, which really sets me back when I go out I just feel everyone just looks at me and instantly thinks 'ugly' and I just feel useless at everything. I hardly have slept, I just can't and I feel so tired, feels like insomnia, I wish I was less nocturnal.
I LOVE your pictures!! the Concepts are amazing!!!
"They left us so the way we took
As two in whom were proved mistaken
That we sometimes sit in the wayside nook
With mischievious, vagrant, seraphic look.
And try if we can not feel forsaken." -Robert Frost
I was wondering through these woods on the way home, going off the main path as I generaly do and I came across this patch of plants, it was really random and I looked at it and was just wowed by it as it just looked so photogenic. So what better way than to take my top off (I was was wearing a white shirt not a good choice for this shot) and make me look like i'm hiding away, but the problem is it was quite wet on the floor and felt horrid.. Must of looked amusing to the peoples walking past, I just kinda ignored them really. :) Luckily I had my tripod on me \nd shot in RAW.
Today was quite a good day, If a little random. One of my friends doesn't really like me at the moment, I make them feel bad, but I'm not exactly sure how? : s I don't intent it, it makes me feel pretty awful. but I'll have to try and make sure I stop doing whatever it is i'm doing. Sorry for this long update.
