right now, i'm really missing you. i'm feeling really helpless and anxious and angry, and i wish i could put all this somewhere. only place i ever really knew to put it was back onto myself. i don't think a one night stand with you would be so bad right now...would it?
There are remarkable things all the time, right in front of us,
but our eyes have like the clouds over the sun
and our lives are paler and poorer if we do not
see them for what they are. If nobody speaks of
remarkable things, how can they be called remarkable?"
Shut up! I don't want to see you tonight! I want to wake up and feel good about myself not scared!
You're better than this. Breathe in. Breathe out. It'll be okay. I promise. Just don't forget to smile :)
The funny thing is,
nobody really ever knows how much
anybody is hurting.
We could be standing next to somebody,
who is completely broken,
and we wouldn't even know.
I hate the person you make me. I hate what you do to wonderful people.
I hate how you make even the strongest fall to their knees, asking, no, begging for more. Leave us. You aren't welcome here now, or ever.
Just by reading most of these, does anyone else think it's fair to say that self-harm causes rather conflicting emotions?
Yes, I think that's a fair comment.
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
I have proved to you that I can live without you...so please stop hanging around, tempting me to let you back in. I CAN'T DO IT ANYMORE! We both have to move on.
Secretly, though, I do miss you. It's hard to be this sad without you, but I know it's for the best.
Just what am I supposed to say?
And tell you why I turned out this way?
Don't make me. Don't make me.
There are remarkable things all the time, right in front of us,
but our eyes have like the clouds over the sun
and our lives are paler and poorer if we do not
see them for what they are. If nobody speaks of
remarkable things, how can they be called remarkable?"
Help me right now, please?
You used to be the only one I could count on, now you chose when you come and go, when you want to work and when you don't, how is that fair?
I chose you because you were reliable, now you are nothing but a let down, deep down, I hate you, but I can't bare to let go, why don't you show me you are worthwhile? Prove yourself.
~Beauty without intellence, is a materpiece painted on a napkin.~
I really hate you, but I love and need you.
You have always been there for me when no one else was not.
I miss the feelings of control you gave me.
Both love and hate wrapped up in one thing.
Why try to help, when it will never work?
It's hard to tell the truth, but it's easy to lie.
Don't know how much longer this will last..hopefully not long.
<3 <3 <3 Love you with all my heart baby girl. I miss you so much 21/11/11 RIP beautiful
