The Borderline Personality Disorder Thread

[Hollz]

Thanks I hope so, just going to have dinner now, quick bath and away to meet David but very nervous about the whole date thing, not really done in 5/6 years :S

Its just the cinema though, and I must be the most annoying person to go to the cinema with, I hate talking, people eating and I hate not sitting where I like, I get annoyed if someone is infront of me, 2nd row normally - and I hate this cinema we are going to, but yeh he has anxiety issues so I need to go easy on him I guess :S

[youngatheart]

Rowie ~ that is just brilliant!!! well done!!!
Laura ~ well done on being discharged
Carrie ~ sounds like you have had a busy and productive day!
Hollz ~ I hope you have a brilliant time tonight!
Ferret ~ yesterday sounded good! and lovely pressies! Job centre are just dumb!

Hugs to anyone else. hope you are all well.
I have done a lot of exercise today ( well for me lol) just fed the kiddies and thinking of doing housework. I expect thinking might be as far as I get lol

[Bleeding Angel]

After 2 hrs i finally got it to work, ffs it says plug in and play on the box, it was more a case of plug in and try and work out what the hell is wrong, i had to d/l the drivers, then update my pro tools software, then d/l the driver again, add the intergration driver and somehow it then worked, i swear i was losing the will to live, i was just about to give up when it started working, however despite everything i think i am in love (with the keyboard). The only thing i dont like is that you have to manully go to the website and d/l the drivers, rather than having an installation disk.

Its amazing (despite being incredible stupid to set up), its touch sensitive and with the grand piano plug in - it sounds like a real piano. I manged to get my next peice done - well the piano bit anyway, i need to add voice in and turn the piano volume down because its a bit too loud. But even im in love with my own piano track ha ha

[~Grace~]

Im glad you were able to get it to work and that it was worth the effort after all the waiting! xx

[Bleeding Angel]

i know i think i nearly died in excitment, i still have a long way to go, but its nice to create your own things, and i really like my piano peice, even on its own it sounds really nice - well to me anyway lol. Il post it if anyone wants to listen to some piano ha ha.

[~Grace~]

I'd love to hear it Mari and im sure the others would too xx

[Bleeding Angel]

ok il try and upload it, only issue is the piano volumes a bit loud and and makes the notes funny, i just need to edit that next time heh

[Bleeding Angel]

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[~Grace~]

Mari that is a really beautiful piece of music.
Will you be putting words to it?

[Bleeding Angel]

I think im more suprised at my own creative skills and the fact i wrote all of that - i say wrote more like played, pro tools writes it for me, and that feature is so cool, but it was way to complicated for me to understand, reading and writting music isnt my thing, unless i write it and memorise what im playing.

Yeah hence why its a bit repeative, ive done most of the words,s o i can work on it this weekend at least without playing and singing at the same time lol.

Thanks :)

[ThinkingofRecovery]

It won't play for me :(

That's great about the driving Rowie.

I'm irritated now - a retailer has taken a duplicate transaction from my account last week (initial transaction was in August and they took it then). The company say I need to approach my bank and my bank says clearly an error of the retailer as it is an identical transaction. I know that the company is in error so I'm going to have to call them tomorrow and threaten them with trading standards -£48 that they have taken again - argh.

It's stupid that I get so worked up and angry over something so stupid. ARGHHHHHHHHH

Going to have a few drinks tonight and chill out

[~Grace~]

I too would be angry Carrie and you have every right to be, its not stupid hun....i hope youre able to sort it out tomorrow xx

[Bleeding Angel]

its not, you didnt see the state i was in over the keyboard, these things happen though, and hopefully they wiull refund the money.

[ThinkingofRecovery]

I'm trying not to dwell on it as it just makes me more angry.

It worked for me then, it really is beautiful and Pro Tools sounds great in that it can do that for you.

[Bleeding Angel]

Thanks, im sure it will sound better with my voice lol

[ThinkingofRecovery]

I'm sure it will.

Have you always been musical or is this just arecent thing when you started piano and guitar? It seems like you have a real talent there!

[Bleeding Angel]

I think its always been there but i didnt really get my butt into gear until now, i had a guitar and keyboard but i never really bothered to lean it, i think when you really want to so something you go for it. I did do music in school and modules during uni, so it was then i wanted to do this and changed my mind and decided to go back to uni and do this.

Thanks lol, although i think like most people that im not that good at it :P

[ThinkingofRecovery]

I find it exciting that you have just started to embark on this path properly, a previously neglected talent :)

[Bleeding Angel]

it is, for the first time i got excited about going back to uni and that :)

[ThinkingofRecovery]

That's great hun :)