For a cinema addict who sees on average 2-3 films a week, I don't eat a hell of a lot of popcorn, I'm noring...bottle of diet pepsi per film, such a cheap skate :)
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
I might have acup of coffee before i go bed!!
Mum just come in from work and had a go at me for drinking, i cant do anything without someone saying something to me!
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
I didn't know that. Wow, you really do learn something new a day.
Yah well its because of the way it is refined, if you have a vodka n diet coke its 1/2 pt, another vodka like glens and diet coke would be 1 point....thats why I always drink smirnoff :D
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
think im heading off to bed...thanks for your support...nite nite everyone xx
Good night hunni, sweet dreams xxx
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
When is your birthday? I felt really bad about the whole David thing yesterday, so I bought him a card and a voucher for Next, which I will give him tomoz, on what I suppose is our first date, or maybe the previous time at his counts as this, even though nothing happened....
Hmmmm. I don't think I've been on a date since my 10 day relationship with Chris when I was about 18, for me to dump him because I valued him more of a friend, and a good friend he is too
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
12th, next friday, its bad enought im going to be stuck in doing nothing, but its just turning into a normal day i guess, its not like im even going to get cards or anything from anyone.
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
12th, next friday, its bad enought im going to be stuck in doing nothing, but its just turning into a normal day i guess, its not like im even going to get cards or anything from anyone.
How come you wont get any cards, what about your mum/dad/brother etc...
I've not had a cake since my 21st though, more because the week before christmas my mum always forgets, she doesnt get one for my big sis either who has her birthday on jan 1, well she mght of had one in her 30th last year
Talking about cakes on saturday night my friend wullie who is a cook, keeps asking what i want for my wedding cake, which is slightly worryingly really, i told him i just want sponge anyway
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
my brother wont have any money and my parents dont give me one, they just give me money, and well friends arnt going to give me one either. Beilve me the most depressing day of the year for me, another day when you realise no one in the world give a **** about you.
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
yeah but its like my friends going to be going on about all shes doing for her bday and its like im doing nothing at all, sitting in the house being upset most like.
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
