The Safe Room - Page 3919

Canis · 13-02-2010, 10:19 PM

*hugs*

jo, you can do it. i believe in you. :) *gives you a coloring book for distraction*

onepapergirl · 13-02-2010, 10:20 PM

No one is mad at you hunny. It's okay. It's a good start that you aren't harming down there.

l.e.g.o · 13-02-2010, 10:28 PM

im sorry
so so sorry
i need to harm
im sorry

onepapergirl · 13-02-2010, 10:32 PM

Just try to stay until you feel safe Jo. Just keep talking here.*holds*

l.e.g.o · 13-02-2010, 10:35 PM

hurts

onepapergirl · 13-02-2010, 10:38 PM

Try to think of happy stuff hun. It'll make the hurt go away.

l.e.g.o · 13-02-2010, 10:46 PM

i deserve to be abused

onepapergirl · 13-02-2010, 10:55 PM

You don't sweetheart. No one does.

l.e.g.o · 13-02-2010, 11:06 PM

then why does everyone

Emo · 13-02-2010, 11:11 PM

* hugs *

there the ones at fault there is something wrong with them
there the sick and twisted ones not you

* hugs*

onepapergirl · 13-02-2010, 11:11 PM

Because some people are mean. They don't think about other peoples feelings.

onepapergirl · 14-02-2010, 12:30 AM

My head so confused. Me scared. *hides under blankets* me no want him to find me.

Canis · 14-02-2010, 01:00 AM

*peeks in* is anyone still here?

troubleshooter · 14-02-2010, 01:20 AM

I'm here Charlie, you ok?

Canis · 14-02-2010, 01:24 AM

can't sleep... it's like 1:25 am and my thoughts are just racing... :(

troubleshooter · 14-02-2010, 01:35 AM

*hugs* What thoughts honey? And you can PM if it feels too private.

Canis · 14-02-2010, 01:42 AM

I'm being suuuuper nervous because I'm applying for a place for my training to be a youth care worker on tuesday, that's one... rationally, I know that I have all my papers in order, I know what I'll be wear, but I'm still so nervous. Part of me feels like I'm not ready for that step yet, but... I'm 21, I should've applied there years ago. -_-"
Other then that, it's just random stuff, mostly...

troubleshooter · 14-02-2010, 01:50 AM

*hugs* I'm sure you'll do just fine. Just imagine the training and all that going perfect and it may boost your confidence. Want to talk about any other random stuff? And 21 is still real young! It's not like ou're 31 =P

Canis · 14-02-2010, 01:57 AM

*hugs back* Maybe you're right... *sighs* I mean, it's like... if they don't take me this year, I'll do some volunteer work and work at mc donalds or whatever and keep reapllying untill they take me. (okay, not the best plan in the world, but there's... pretty much no other option -_-")
The other stuff is... well, just general worrying about the future and what I'll do with my life...
okay, that's true, but the whole story is that it took 12 years for me to do 10 years of regular school and that I finished school 3 years ago and did... well, nothing during that time -_-"

troubleshooter · 14-02-2010, 02:03 AM

I kind of feel that way too. I'll be in your spot if I don't get accepted to grad school. Grown up responsibilities suck sometimes.