You know what will happen because it's happened before, the police will find you and there will be drama and you'll get taken back to Leeds anyway, possibly on section.
Being on section could potentially put your place at supported housing at risk, I was kicked out of the last supported housing because I disappeared off to London and got recalled back to a section 3.
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Do you think there's a part of you that wants to be sectioned? I'm sure your immediate reaction will be 'of course not' but maybe take some time to think about it.
I hope you decide to go home safely.
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
^ I don't know. I don't want my freedom taken away and I definitely don't want to be on a psych ward especially up North but I do feel safe when the police are involved. I called my mum and she wants me to go back. She's not calling the police. I will go back I'm just not ready yet. I can stay in a hostel.
It's your decision, you are an adult after all and you are able to rationalise.
Just try and stay safe, you don't need the police for that, you are capable of keeping yourself safe, but I understand it's sometimes easier for other people to take the control for you.
My concern is that this has happened many times before and something happens that makes someone call the police and you get taken back to hospital, which is not helpful to you at all.
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Yeah I completely agree. My head is just a bit mashed and I'm exhausted. So far, nobody is wanting to call the police which is good. I hope I'll be able to get myself back there in my own time.
