Aw hugs hiddenscars. I know how you feel. Sometimes fear is a good thing. Sorry you are feeling so down. Is there anything around you tempting you that you need to get rid of or be away from? Are you safe?
hmm feeling very suicidal today. just really want to die, cant handle any of this crap, just wish i had done somthing alot worse than i had. im so sick of all this.
Northern Girl: *hugs* I hope it works out with your counsellor. Have you thought about seeing your doctor? How are things going now?
On Edge: I really hope that your safe, and you're okay. Please be careful. Let someone know what is going on. Go to A&E, and tell them what these people are doing to you. Let them keep you safe.
Mum 24: How are you doing?
Hidden Scars: What's making you feel like this?
One Step Closer: Please stay safe. Be careful. Don't hurt your brother like this.
Shadowed Soul: Be careful. We all care a lot about you. Don't give up.
It doesn't matter where you come from; it matters where you go.
No-one gets remembered for the things they didn't do.
We won't all be here this time next year,
so while you can take a picture of us.
We're definitely going to hell,
but we'll have all the best stories to tell.
I was depressed before I met him, and then everything seemed to brighten like a light. Then, it was even better when we started dating...I stopped cutting completely, and I wasn't depressed at all. No exaggeration...but now...I'm alone in the dark again...I've tried, but nobody makes me feel better, except him...and he hates me now...I just want to fade away, maybe if I die...it'll be everything I've ever wanted....maybe I'll get to do better this time...
~ I'll Paint You A Picture, I'll Paint It With A Twist, I'll Paint It In Red, With The Canvas On My Wrist.~
I'm new, so I don't think I'm allowed to post here. I don't know anybody and shouldn't expect anything.
But I'm feeling very suicidal. I was doing so well for over a year but I've relapsed, all the bad things are back. I'm cutting again. I just want to stop existing.
A thousand mile journey starts with the first step
Join Date: Oct 2009
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Hi Wish (:
Of course you're allowed to post here - this is for people who are feeling suicidal, you can post wherever you like (: do you have any idea what could have triggered you into feeling like this?
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Feeling like I could just f*cking die. I don't want to be around anymore - just want to cut to cope with it all. I can do that. I can cut and balance everything else in my life. That's what kept me going when I started A-Levels - when I stopped harming everything went downhill, I failed my A-Levels.
