Im annoyed I uploaded another video which I be meaning to do for ages, well it took so long as the file was so bit and it says the sound has been taken off for copyright reasons ahhhhh pish
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
I've just gotten back from my sister's about 1/2 hour ago. Really struggling although it helped to be with them over the weekend. Just cracked open a bottle of wine and going to watch some DS9 episodes.
Tomorrow is a little busy - SW at 10:45 and then in the afternoon I am going to see the disability employment advisor to find out about courses and ways back to work. I am really hoping they can hlep re getting me back to work even if just for a few hours to start with so I am going to be gutted if they can't help me which would be just my luck :(
"Everything is possible through Christ, who gives me strength". Phillipians 4:13
Bottle of wine for me too - no quetiapine, so needs must :S
Glad your okay Carrie, I hope tomorrow goes well :)
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
I have all my guarantor stuff to hand in tomoz, as well as an appt with my cpn and I also should get my blood results back, so fingers crossed I can get back to the gym.
I've not started on my wine yet, just left it cooling in me bedroom.
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Well I am trying to stay away from wine, but I will not sleep tonight unless I down a bottle, and I really don't wanna stay awake all night, its okay though, just one bottle and I aint out so I'm in control, I should be okay...
Guarantor thing good, I am still worried though when my mum needs to sign the lease, she will ask too many questions and find me out :S
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
I don't know if this is a side effect of no quetiapine, but I can't stop sweating and I am absolutely boiling, this is torture
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
I stod outside there for 10 mins with no jacket on - and I'm still sweating buckets.
Its unbearable - now I know how my mum feels
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Me neither. I'm sitting crying, not because I'm too hot, I dunno, just a bit low
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
i told you its gets you mentally as well, i complety broke down by day three and ended up sleeping for 24 hours straight after i went back and took it.
I think you should get it on mon and take it as soon as, because the effects are horrid.
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
I will get it tomoz, if i make it through tonight.
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
I cannae take it tomorrow morning, or else I will crash out during the day - got things to do and my mum expects as I am off, to do fukkin housework, like **** I will hoover the living room and empty the dishwasher
Im getting pretty emotional tho...
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
nope, all my tablets are 300mg, so if i even take one in the morn, that will be me
Atm, I just feel so so so fukkin stupid, why the hell am I sitting here crying, contemplating, just had enough of this already
fuk it
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
I know I am talking to myself but I aint doin so good, if anyone is online and can chat, I'd appreciate it.
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
