Aww glad your all proud :) injections are not nice but kids are so thickle that they get over it so quickly
Lucas scared the life out of me today.. He climbed onto a chair in the dinning room and then leant forward to reach the table but missed and went head first onto the laminate. The top of his head hit the floor then his body crumpled down aswell. The bang was so loud and he cried for about 10 mins but otherwise has been ok all day so I'm not worried it was just before I went to work so spent all day worrying I would get a phone call saying he was really unwell.
Chrissy, I'm glad you and Bailey are doing well :)
Polly, that sounds so scary! I'm glad Lucas is ok, kids are amazingly resilient!
Jasmine is at that clingy age! She's ok with me and the carers, but anyone else and she bursts into tears! Even when the contact worker brings her to the room I can hear her crying from reception!
It's kind of annoying that after contact, she puts her arms up to the carer, but to be fair, she does that to me when the carer drops her off!
It's lovely to know she knows who I am.
I suppose it kind of adds up though, I spend a solid 3 hours playing, talking to her, with all my focus on her, and the carer has other kids to look after so probably doesn't spend that much 1-1 time with Jasmine.
I took this today:
And she can crawl backwards, but not forwards
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Had my 1st scan yest. Baby was doing fist pumping and shrugging its shoulders it was so cute! Cheeky monkey was refusing to move though to let the sonographer scan them. I had to jiggle my belly n get it to try make him/her move.
I had to jiggle about with Jasmine! lol!
And at my 20 week scan, I was made to walk down 7 flights of stairs, eat something sweet and then go back up and see if she had moved to a better position!
They are funny things :)
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
I'm really struggling with my thoughts around food atm - i used to have Bulimia and finding my it hard to deal with my changing body :( Everyone keeps assuring me that I am eating for two now and not to worry coz I will loose the weight (magically somehow lol) after the babys born but its doesnt make me feel any better at all. Also doesnt help when people say things like 'oh your really showing' and 'arent you getting big now'...those words just crush me :(
cacothes- wow jasmine is getting so big im glad you had a nice time with her its so amazing how they can lift up our moods..
fuzzy- aw that scan pic is cute congrats hun ..
sunshine - i bet he did bless him glad that he is okay ..
well we went to the health visitor yesterday a diffrent one and she was a patronising cow and made me feel bad and tired to say im over feeding him yet she said his weight is fine insulted me by saying she didnt belive he was mine and by saying i fuss to much i actually felt like crying..
my munchkins is learning to grab things and wriggle of me.....
im not doing that great today ..... could do with a chat with someone ....
me auntie was here yesterdya and that was nice....
does anyone elses family manage to offend them......... xxxxx
Ugh I thought we turned a corner with the crying, but Gideon is worse than ever :(
We have had the WORST luck recently, our basement flooded, our sewage backed up in the basement, our furnace died on the coldest days of the month so far, our hot water heater crapped out, my cars engine light is on, our electrics went out, we basically have no money at all, and now we got a letter from the city asking for almost $2000 that we don't have, its for property taxes but we thought we were paying property taxes on our mortgage so not sure whats going on there. And the government still wants another $600 for money they gave me when I first got here n was unemployed and I have to prove I was entitled to it or pay it back with interest. but all my paperwork is gone as this was over 3 years ago :(
I'm just having a really bad time of it, and my hubby keeps getting on me about getting things done because im home all day, n I don't think he understands how hard it is to do anything with Gideon crying all the time :( And with all the money issues I just want to curl up in a ball n forget about everything...
i think your hubby needs a good talking to. He obviously doesnt realise how tiring it is. Maybe you should leave Gideon with him for a day and see how much he gets done.
maybe cuz she was a right cow and looking down her nose cuz im at the residental unit... its not my fault he is on hungry milk and drinks 7oz every 3 hours .....
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im just struggling not to sh i have strong urges to cut, burn or bang wrists i usually do have them im still recovering ....
my babies sleeping in his bouncer if hes happy ill leave him there...
im so bad i put him in front of the tele this morning and ended up falling alseep in bed for another 2 hours... xx
i wish i knew why im just feeling so stressed alone scared hurt overwhelmed this sitution is getting me so down i jsut want to be at home with my baby and court over and know he cant have contact adn to know the trials over so hard x
As hard as it is try to focus on the here and now and take it a day at a time. Whats the place your staying in like? Have you made friends with any of the other residents? Are you getting any support while waiting for the trial? Victim support offers support to victims of crimes in the UK (even if the crime has not gone to trial yet). Victim Support » xx
not really we talk but thats about it an not allowed to talk to much everyones nice its okay here got my own space but its not home and i get so alone and its hard to feel normal when your been watched wiosh i could jst get on and wish i could not feel this pain and need to harm im sorry ,,, hows your pregnancy are you enjoying it xx
I'm scared because in home alone with Lucas and I'm overly tired and I know they are a mixture between and bad dreams but I'm scared men in masks will come for us and I will be to scared to protect him!
Hugs Hun your safe .. Can u try and get some sleep when Lucas sleeps xx
I'm more triggered than before sitting here crying stupid person in chat :( xx
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not really we talk but thats about it an not allowed to talk to much everyones nice its okay here got my own space but its not home and i get so alone and its hard to feel normal when your been watched wiosh i could jst get on and wish i could not feel this pain and need to harm im sorry ,,, hows your pregnancy are you enjoying it xx
How come your not allowed to talk too much? How much freedom do you get there? Just thinking it might do you good to get out for a bit.
There can be some really upsetting people in chat but I find most of the time if you ignore them then they go away. And if they break the rules you can always report them. What happened in chat?
I'm enjoying my pregnancy more now im past the yuckyness that was the 1st trimester. I keep looking at my scan pic and imagining what he/she will look like. Hope it has curly hair like me :)
