support for katie - when.will.it.end - Page 38

Fran86 · 03-05-2014, 11:30 PM

I'm here if you need. Can you give the meds to one of the staff members to look after so you can't OD?

when.will.it.end · 03-05-2014, 11:31 PM

That's a good idea thanks

Fran86 · 03-05-2014, 11:34 PM

No problem. Has snorting the medication helped you feel better? If it has made you feel unwell please tell someone. x

when.will.it.end · 03-05-2014, 11:38 PM

No it doesn't seem to have done much. Taking them orally seems more effective. I had this med in hospital IV and got high from it but orally is not the same. I'm
Tempted to take more to see what happens but I don't want to od.

Fran86 · 03-05-2014, 11:39 PM

Best not to take more to be on the safe side. Can you try and get some sleep? Or if not go and chat to one of the staff there (doesn't have to be about anything serious) just might be a good distraction x

when.will.it.end · 03-05-2014, 11:44 PM

Staff are in bed after 10pm. Gona try and watch something then sleep. Thanks xx

Fran86 · 03-05-2014, 11:46 PM

Ah, I didn't realize. Hope you sleep well x

when.will.it.end · 03-05-2014, 11:48 PM

We can wake them up in an emergency. Thanks lovely xx

Fran86 · 03-05-2014, 11:51 PM

That's good, at least you know you have the support if and when you need it. I'll probably be up for a while yet, so DM if you start to feel bad and want to chat xx

when.will.it.end · 03-05-2014, 11:56 PM

Thank you I appreciate that <3

when.will.it.end · 04-05-2014, 10:21 PM

I think I'm in London. Not really sure what's going on pretty confused. I don't remember coming down. Don't remember much of anything but have a feeling this was a really stupid idea. Sorry for being an idiot yet again. Is anyone about?

when.will.it.end · 04-05-2014, 10:43 PM

Thanks. By the looks of it I'm in a hostel. In a room with bunk beds.

when.will.it.end · 04-05-2014, 10:59 PM

Yeah there's a couple if people here. Might be asleep not sure.

talaiporia · 05-05-2014, 01:40 PM

Where are you in London Katie? Would you get able to get home?

when.will.it.end · 05-05-2014, 01:41 PM

Kings cross. I can't face leaving. My friend has been texting me and has offered to call people for me but I can't handle it. I live here. I don't want to go back to Leeds or wherever the fuck I'm 'meant' to be.

talaiporia · 05-05-2014, 01:43 PM

Ahh. I don't think you are meant to be there. I think it would be a good idea to go home. What are you planning to do?

Cacoethes · 05-05-2014, 01:45 PM

It's really good that you managed to stay safe.

Could you call the staff at the supported living place?

when.will.it.end · 05-05-2014, 01:45 PM

I don't know. I don't really have a plan beyond staying here. I should probably call someone.

Edit. Double post Beckie. Thanks. Yeah I could do.

Cacoethes · 05-05-2014, 01:57 PM

You don't have anywhere to stay or anywhere to go during the day, back in Leeds, you have a place to live and support to help you get through this.

You have nothing to lose by going back and trying to get help, you know you could always get a train back to London afterwards, but it's worth at least trying to get through it rather than waiting there for a friend to call the police or whatever.

when.will.it.end · 05-05-2014, 02:02 PM

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I don't know what anyone is talking about! I don't see the problem with staying here. It's safe here. I know the city. It feels familiar. I don't mean to be difficult or worry people, I know everyone has their own stuff going on but I just can't handle being anywhere other than home right now. I'm sure I'll come to my senses and go 'back' or whatever but I can't handle that right now. It's safe here. I'm sorry.