The Safe Room

[Wannabfree]

i went to doctor and told them i needed help
they asked me lots of questions
and i couldnt answer and my mind went blank
and i just stared and their voice faded away
why did i do this when they ask me?
Doctor said they cant help unless i tell them whats wrong
i tried talking to other people too
my mum just rang about an hour ago and said im irresponsible, lazy, unmotivated, and not good enough for my kids
''cries''

[shadow-light]

could you write note for your doctor?


your mum should not have said that, and I'm sure it's not true

[bobbiwibble]

huggles you dont have to listen to your mum - she doesnt understand whats happened to you and whats going on in your head so she cant understand how youre feeling ight now
it can be really really hard to talk about things like that
but see your doctor didnt say anything horrible
maybe you could write down a couple of the key points and just give it to him/her? it may sound strange but a lot of people do it, and not just with mental issues but with anythign they have problems talking about


yay for milk :) and cows lol they seem to me to have the perfect lazy carefree lives...

[shadow-light]

lol

Jacks response to the milk debate was: "milk is a unpalitable brew, made drinkable only through wichcraft"

[Wannabfree]

i will write a note for the doctor
i am seriously not coping
im soooooooo sad
like im grieving or something
im barely functioning
My mum has always said stuff thats made me feel bad and guilty

[bobbiwibble]

ha inform him that my opinion of him just went down a few notches :) but he gets kudos for saying it in an amusing way

[frenchhorn]

me already had hot chocolate and milk is only nice when it is nice and cold. me had my meds aswell which is AD but also meant to help with insomnia but not doing much

[shadow-light]

we havs fudge hot chocolate now. Jess "insisted" lol


we've not taken our meds for just over a week naughty...

[Wannabfree]

sits in corner
''cries''

[DestroyMe]

tracie: midol doesn't help
me has to have big pills for it :(
me try to avoid my ex today
it no work
she tell me my g/f is just using me
make me sad :(

[Iclemyer]

can hear him moving around hes awake im scared hes going to come in here

[troubleshooter]

Sunni you really need to not talk to her for a while. And Dianne can you block your door at all?

[Iclemyer]

sitting behind the door now praying he doesnt try the door. trying to breathe is hard

[DestroyMe]

I try, but she comes and finds me when I avoid her...

[troubleshooter]

Do a calming breathing exercise. Inhale 4 seconds, hold it for 7 and exhale 8 seconds. And sunni I think you should try and tell her to leave you alone and if she doesn't you'll do something about it. Just threaten to even if you don't want it

[Starless]

*stomps into padded room*
*throws self around*
Why do I cling to people?
Why do I connect with people at all?
I don't deserve people.
I don't need people.
And people certainly shouldn't be around me.
*bashes head*

[Iclemyer]

deleted post... shouldn't have posted

im bad

[bobbiwibble]

not bad for posting
hugs
maybe youll feel up to reposting whatever it was later tonight/ tomorrow? :)

are you ok? are you safe?

we need something to calm us down..... was in fully fledged panic mode 10 minutes ago... nearly screamed out loud and was shaking so hard that now ive completely run out of energy and just collapsed :(

[bobbiwibble]

morning people...

[StillBroken]

I'm scared
I don't wantto live my life anymore
I hate my life
He's after me
He'll hurt me