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bobbiwibble · 18-09-2009, 06:59 PM

i miss you... i love you i want you to be here, right her properly.. i would hold you in my arms and i would never have let you go
i never did that why didnt i do that

sherbet lemon · 18-09-2009, 07:37 PM

daddy i dont no whether or not that i can do this anymore without you, actually i dont no whether i want to do this, im sick of it really. im sorry for everything ive ever done i no that you would be hurt for all of these things not only i have done to myself but other people around me, mum and even my friends im sure you think im useless (its true). maybe i should just go, no-one would miss ma!! if it meant that i could be with you then i would love it though i dunno do i really have the guts and i would be hurting a lot of people i suppose!! i dunno i dunno anything anymore daddy i just want you to be here and tell me everything will be ok!! i miss you dearly and just want to feel your warmth and confort just one last time. is it to much to ask for a little affection in my life???? i no that no-one can give me the same comfort and love that you did though to have someone here for me would be nice.

love you lots daddy and im soo sorry

HopeRises · 21-09-2009, 12:41 AM

I can't believe it will be 8 months since you died in a few days, a week infact.
8 months, It has gone too fast.
And your ashes still sit there, under the table.
They should have been scattered by now.
Although scattering them terrifies me. Then I will have lost you for good.
That sounds stupid.
I love you and miss you!

sherbet lemon · 22-09-2009, 10:29 PM

daddy i miss you so so much it hurts, im sick of being here and im absoluly sick and tired of feeling all of this sh*t i really bloody am. tomorrow i think is my last hope and if not then i might be with you sooner than you think!!! i love you lots and no that you want me to be happy though i think thats only possible is if im with you.

rockaroni · 26-09-2009, 12:07 PM

Dearest Adam,
The 15th marked 6 years of you passing. It was strange to hear Annie's song on the pier on the anniversary of your death.
I still miss you everyday.
I hope you're happy, happy for me, happy flying around in the heaven you taught me to believe in.
I do wonder what could have been if our time wasn't limited.
But I'm glad you're at peace. I'm glad I loved you and still do.
I hope you still remember.

sherbet lemon · 26-09-2009, 08:45 PM

i miss you daddy

i want to be with you so much. im struggling i just want to

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i just want to be happy and its obviously im not is it!!! im just sick of this i really am! i just wish you were here to say that everything is going to be ok and i just wish that i could feel your warmth, hear your voice and just be with you. i miss you , i miss talking to you and im sorry. sorry for everything i no that you would be ashamed of what i am doing to myself and if anyone else was to find out then they would too!!! im sorry for disgracing you

Second Chance · 26-09-2009, 09:36 PM

I'm sorry I didn't hug you that last time. I was scared. I miss you. I need you.

HopeRises · 26-09-2009, 11:08 PM

Nan, please help me somehow.
I love you.

zowie · 28-09-2009, 03:44 AM

Thank you mum, for letting me know you were with me on my birthday.

sherbet lemon · 28-09-2009, 10:36 PM

found your letters i no you woud be so dissappointed. dont no how u had the strength to write that when you almost died in hospital that xmas i just want to be with you maybe that will happen tonight if i have the courage to we'l see im sorry daddy

HiddenStar · 29-09-2009, 10:18 AM

My Grandad <3

30/09/07

My Final Breath
My Last Heartbeat
My World
My Everything

I Miss You So Much

I Love You

Rest In Peace
30/09/07 </3

bobbiwibble · 29-09-2009, 01:17 PM

im sorry i ran away i should have stayed with you until the end
i was scared i was scared i didnt know what i was doing
i was selfish

HiddenStar · 30-09-2009, 12:23 PM

Two years today grandad :'(
i miss you soo much, please come back i need you :'(
i miss you soo much i dont believe you've gone, i go out looking into the night for you:'( your nowhere to be found :'( i love you grandad <3
30/09/07 </3 x

Snow White. · 03-10-2009, 05:22 AM

Four years ago we lost you.
And it's still just as painful and unbelievable.
Still the same questions run around and around, four years on.
The memories are dusty but they're real.
I hope you're at peace.

Revival · 03-10-2009, 10:23 AM

I thought I saw you today, then I realised you're gone. I miss you

faith2009 · 03-10-2009, 09:09 PM

I miss you so much I wish you were here you were so much support for me and now you are gone. I am not quite sure I can cope, but I know I have to get throuth this for you. I know you would not want me depressed and hurting. You are in a better place. I think about you all the time.

lozza · 04-10-2009, 08:46 AM

I'm sorry that I dont usually talk about you, but lately have been thinking about you A LOT. Just the other night I was chatting to a friend about you and your snoring... good thing we were in bed and lights were out... I was almost in tears just remembering. I know we were never 'close' but I know you meant the world to my siser... thank you for giving her everything that you did... I really appreciate it.

I love you
R.I.P uncle rob

sherbet lemon · 04-10-2009, 04:50 PM

daddy im sick of this

i just want to be with you

Behind the Smile · 04-10-2009, 06:35 PM

I know why I rely on him so much.
I'm still holding onto you.
I was to young to understand, I never said goodbye,
I don't know if I'll ever be able to.

lovelybones · 07-10-2009, 02:56 AM

It'll be exactly 3 months tomorrow. Isn't it ironic that I'm starting in the grief group then? I miss you, Knef.