The Safe Room - Page 3631

troubleshooter · 22-10-2009, 01:20 AM

*snuggles fairy* Sweetie pie, just go quick and hop in the bathroom to get cleaned up. I'm sure you'll be fine. *gives Sunni her bottle and blankie* Should try and get some real food too, I'll pretend handfeed you here like a baby if it helps. :)

DestroyMe · 22-10-2009, 01:22 AM

thankies
*drinks bottle*
handfeeding pwease?

I already ate dinner...it took me 30 minutes cause I was crying...
but if mommy comes home tomorow and my sister tells her I haven't been eating I get force-fed :(

discovery_journey · 22-10-2009, 01:24 AM

i'm frightened... hold me.. please?

troubleshooter · 22-10-2009, 01:25 AM

*holds aged harmer* You ok? *puts Sunni in a high chair to be fed* Are you really going to eat at home too? *holds up spoon for you*

farawayfairy · 22-10-2009, 01:25 AM

*cuddles tracie* i managed to go get washed. everyone just went to bed. now have to decide whether to go to bed too or start letter.

frenchhorn · 22-10-2009, 01:26 AM

*cuddles*

frenchhorn · 22-10-2009, 01:30 AM

me scared, me anxious, me cant do this anymore, dont see the point, just cant carry on, everyone expects me to just be ok, but cant dont know how.

troubleshooter · 22-10-2009, 01:31 AM

Take a teddy with you to the bathroom, can keep it in your shirt if you don't want to be seen walking around with one. But maybe that'll make you feel a bit better. :)

troubleshooter · 22-10-2009, 01:31 AM

*hugs Imogen* What's up?

frenchhorn · 22-10-2009, 01:34 AM

just so much, dont even know where to begin. have my recital next thursday, have to try and be positive for it, teacher said i need to think i can do it and pretend to be positive even if i dont feel that way, but dont have the energy, i feel so empty, alone scared

farawayfairy · 22-10-2009, 01:35 AM

*hugs imogen and keeps hugging teddy*

going to try and write letter. do i try to let them know about the bad stuff or not?

troubleshooter · 22-10-2009, 01:36 AM

I bet you'll do great in your recital, it seems like you're really passionate about it. :)

frenchhorn · 22-10-2009, 01:42 AM

me very unsafe and scared.

DestroyMe · 22-10-2009, 01:42 AM

*opens mouth for spoon*

mhhmm my sister made steak stuff with taters and mac n cheese
I ate it...
I have problems eating breakfast and dinner but I can eat lunch just fine

troubleshooter · 22-10-2009, 01:51 AM

What's scaring you honey? *feeds Sunni* That's really good of you eating dinner. Why do you think lunch is easier than breakfast or dinner?

frenchhorn · 22-10-2009, 01:59 AM

keep remembering it all and cant stop, stupid for remembering.

DestroyMe · 22-10-2009, 02:01 AM

my friedns are supportive of my recovery, and they're the only "family" I've got pretty much
and at breakfast and dinner I'm home so people are eitehr not paying attention or glaring at me to eat
:(
my friedns understand that when I'm having a bad day at least I try to eat....
and they learned real fast taht force-feeding doesn't work
I accidentally punched one of them in the face for trying to force feed me
now they're just happy if I eat like, a salad or something...

onlyalostdreamer · 22-10-2009, 02:09 AM

I found out today I can eat soup without getting sick! Nothing else wants to stay down right now.

*goes to play with fingerpaints in the corner*

troubleshooter · 22-10-2009, 02:10 AM

*cuddles Imogen* Let's get distracted playing a game or watching a funny movie. Maybe that can help. And I understand with the friends Sunni, they're often more helpful. Forcefeeding doesn't work either.

frenchhorn · 22-10-2009, 02:17 AM

I'm watching some blackadder to try and distract, but my concentration is so bad keep switching off from it and going back to remembering, me dont like it, cant it go away.