Tell Your Secrets! And Be Honest!!

[Chiasma]

Im afraid because im not sure why i cut. Sometimes i think i might just do it for attention. how pathetic.But i love the anticipation. the sterilising of the blade and the act itself. I love the thrill after it, the shaky feeling. I think i might be some attention deprived razor junkie. how pathetic

[delikatskin]

I've been thinking about suicide again lately. It excites me like cutting once used to. I'm not sure if I want to be helped or if I really want to die. But I know I am not capable of getting help for myself.

[helpmydeath]

i miss being suicidal and being depressed, i really do.

i've tried to commit suicide before, and no one knows.

[[pretty on the inside]]

I'm drunk, all on my own.
My ED isn't getting better and I don't want it to.
I'm terrified I won't live to see the best years of my life...
but I'm not living anyway, so what does it matter?

[Kasai]

I'm not going to stop....I know how much it hurts you, and I'm sorry. I can't even find words to explain how guilty I am for hurting you....I love you, but it's just too much right now. I just can't find the strength to try, and the urges are stronger than ever. I will try....just not now.....I'll just have to be better at hiding it from you until then.....

[Netsirkylime]

I almost jumped

[Namaste]

I feel: fat, hopeless, worthless, suicidal, digusting, ugly, broken, miserable, and so many more horrible things. And I only dicuss how I feel with people who I know don't care, because the people who do care turn on me because they get scared...

[Kae]

I can't believe you left me.

[xcrashgirlx]

[ThanatosJSJ]

More often than not I wish that the bullet had chambered.

If I said what is in my head, someone would lock me in a room and throw away the key.

[Strawberry.Bananas]

I'm the other woman...

[Namaste]

I honestly think I'll end up alone. I don't think anyone is capable of loving me...

[Caffe_al_Caramel]

Today I ... cut my arm (for the first time), managed to purge again (second time), had no feelings when I should be crying.

(like anorexia isn't enough)

[cuppycake]

i try to help everyone, i offer support...but i know i need it too...but i cover it up..i get too attached, and try to help too much...and just make myself worse..but i still WANT to help other people....it gives me a purpose in life, that i don't have when im not helping others

i think im going to be alone forever..

i think if i can stop all this...if i stop sh...i think i'll miss it..in a weird way....

im scared...cutting gives me something...its something i can do..yeah i cant stop it..but it gives me support....and im afraid to lose that, but i know i have to...

[howlie,]

i feel fat, but i dont have the self control anymore

[Mors Certa]

Started new place to cut, hiding it, not sure who I am hiding it from.

If I am not allowed to kill myself, does it still count as wrong if someone else does it for me

[Shu]

[Strawberry.Bananas]

I'm a really bad person.

I hate myself.

I need him to make it better.