Can I ask what eating disorder you were diagnosed with when you were a child and what support you had?
Also, you can't place your recovery on Shaun.
anarexia, belimia and abit of pica
i no i cant but he does help
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
At the age of 6 you were diagnosed with three separate eating disorders? Did they not connect them in anyway, or where they kept separate from one another?
What support did you have?
-“And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud was more painful than the risk it took to bloom.” Anais Nin-
Allie, Mutt, Great Grandma, Hope and Humbug. I love you and miss you all. xx
At the age of 6 you were diagnosed with three separate eating disorders? Did they not connect them in anyway, or where they kept separate from one another?
What support did you have?
each time i saw someone the mabbit had changed and it was like always swithing betwen thoes 3
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
ashlee, if Sean is the only person who can "fix" you then do you even want help from us? It doesn't sound like it
I think he's the only one that can, but weather he will or not is untold, ill try and tell him tommoz about it and ill tell u what he says
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Well done for your good answer ashlee, you explained things really well. It's easier for us to help you when you give us more information like this. How did it feel writing everything out? :)
How can the light that burned so brightly
Suddenly burn so pale?
I don't remember who it was it was nearly 10 years ago
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
I don't remember who it was it was nearly 10 years ago
I assume that your parents took you to see someone who diagnosed you. It seems that they took you seriously then. Perhaps you could go back to them, explain that you're still struggling, and ask to see someone again?
Ashlee, I was supported by someone at the age of 7, I'm now 23 and I can remember who helped me.... You obviously saw them a lot as you have been diagnosed with 3 different eating disorders and you said yourself that that was over a period of time as your habits kept changing....? It seems odd that you can't remember....? Perhaps if you give it a little thought it might come back to you?
Do you live with your parents Ashlee?
Also, do any of your teachers know that you hurt yourself?
Can you answer these questions please Ashlee, they will help us to support you.
Last edited by Alone and Scared : 24-01-2013 at 02:54 PM.
Reason: I spelt 'saw' wrong..... -_-
-“And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud was more painful than the risk it took to bloom.” Anais Nin-
Allie, Mutt, Great Grandma, Hope and Humbug. I love you and miss you all. xx
Ashlee, I was supported by someone at the age of 7, I'm now 23 and I can remember who helped me.... You obviously saw them a lot as you have been diagnosed with 3 different eating disorders and you said yourself that that was over a period of time as your habits kept changing....? It seems odd that you can't remember....? Perhaps if you give it a little thought it might come back to you?
Do you live with your parents Ashlee?
Also, do any of your teachers know that you hurt yourself?
Can you answer these questions please Ashlee, they will help us to support you.
theirs like this big gap in time where i dont remember much, i remember seeing them but i cant remember face, name or where it was. i just know that it wasnt in harrogate.
yess
1 teacher does cos it got shouted out, but i cant talk to her as everything that hapens in my life always seems to get talked about by the teachers int he english depertment. a different teacher knows about sean but doesnt know about the cutting. cnat talk to her cos she wont lissen to me talking about him
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
