Urgh, I hate that fidgetty skin feeling. *hugs both of you* It's awful.
Just got back from shopping. :D
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
I got a teal V-neck thermal with daisies on the left shoulder and left back, just outlined. Figured I could wear it for interviews and whatnot as it's dressy enough. :P Then I got some books from Borders - this was the hugest Borders I have EVER been in!! Lost my husband a few times... lol. I also got a shortsleeve zip-up hoodie from Hot Topic (pink and red tiger, but not garish or anything), and a TWLOHA 3/4 length sleeved tshirt from Hot Topic as well. :) So it was a successful shopping trip. Oh, and some shooting gloves so I can target shoot in the winter now. ^_^
How are you today, Katie? *hugs*
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
Aww... well, I've heard that they're closing here. No Barnes & Noble over there? That's my favorite bookstore... other than used bookstores, that is. :) You could always go online... but that just doesn't have the ambience of a bookstore.
Am eating a protein bar to get some protein as I need a LOT of it in my day to satisfy my N, but I REALLY want to ****ing purge. :( :( :(
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
Thanks, Katie. Ate a portion of my meal and brought the rest home. I thought that shrimp would have more protein than they do... bummer. Otherwise I would've gotten something else, something less fattening. Urgh. Wish I didn't think about food so much. Wish I didn't want to purge. Wish I could talk about it with people more. Wish I weren't such a loser.
I think I'm not ready for the help my nutritionist has to give... I'm going to tell him that at our next appt (Wednesday)... hopefully he won't get angry with me. I do want help with meal plans and such, but right now it's doing diddly-squat. Frustrating. :( So no more nutritionist appts which means a little more money for us to use to pay off my college loans once I graduate... :)
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
And Charing Cross Road... I've heard of that in so many books/films!! Lol. I would love to go to England someday...
*sigh* :(
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
im feeling like hurting myself...im so overwhelmed with everything...my husband has been treating me like crap and now changes and is super nice and is wondering why im not responding to him...pl;us he touched me while i was sleeping..not good :(
