All my life I've been searching for something
Something never comes never leads to nothing
Nothing satisfies but I'm getting close
Closer to the prize at the end of the rope
All night long I dream of the day
When it comes around then it's taken away
Leaves me with the feeling that I feel the most
The feeling comes to life when I see your ghost
Come down don't you resist
You have such a delicate wrist
And if I give it a twist
Something to hold when I lose my breath
Will I find something in that
So give me just what I need
Another reason to bleed
ONE BY ONE hidden up my sleeve
ONE BY ONE hidden up my sleeve
Hey don't let it go to waste
I love it but I hate the taste
Weight keeping me down [x2]
Will I find a believer
Another one who believes
Another one to deceive
Over and over down on my knees
If I get any closer
And if you open up wide
And if you let me inside
On and on I've got nothing to hide
On and on I've got nothing to hide
Hey don't let it go to waste
I love it but I hate the taste
Weight keeping me down [x2]
All my life I've been searching for something
Something never comes never leads to nothing
Nothing satisfies but I'm getting close
Closer to the prize at the end of the rope
All night long I dream of the day
When it comes around then it's taken away
Leaves me with the feeling that I feel the most
The feeling comes to life when I see your ghost
And I'm done, done and I'm on to the next one
[x8, then x4 but yelling]
Hey don't let it go to waste
I love it but I hate the taste
Weight keeping me down [x2]
[yelling]
Done done and on to the next one
Done I'm done and I'm
On to the next.
Close your eyes, so many days go by.
Easy to find what's wrong, harder to find what's right.
Dance With The Devil - Breaking Benjamin
There is nothing like driving so fast that you can see the thin line between life and death
To put it all down and start again
from the top to the bottom and then
I'd have faith or I'd prefer
to think that things could've turned out worse...
All that we need from the start
universal resolution -thats all
And if we trust in our heart
we'll find a solution.
Last edited by 0121-Dave. : 24-02-2012 at 01:16 AM.
Can someone advise me how to apply my signature to my posts ? ..., as when I tried my pen scratched my PC screen.
I was so ugly that when I was born the midwife slapped our dad !
Part of me won't go away
Everyday reminded how much I hate it
Weighted against the consequences
But I can't live without it so it's senseless
Wanna cut it out of my soul
And just live with a gaping hole
Take control of my life and wash out all the burnt taste
I made the problems in the first place
Hang my head low cause it's part of me
You hardly see it right next to the heart of me
Heard of me, the routine scar
New cuts cover where the old ones are
And now I'm sick of this
I can't stand the sandpaper thoughts that grate on my sanity
I'd rather not even be
Then the man that's staring in the mirror through me
you didn't have to cut me off
make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
and i don't even need your love
but you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
I will go in this way
And find my own way out
I wont tell you what to be
But I'm coming to much more
Of Me
All at once the ghosts come back reeling in you now
What if they came down crushing
In the way I used to play for
All the love and loneliness
That nobody notices now
Oh, begging slow I'm coming here
I'll be waiting
I wanted to stay, I wanted to play, I wanted to love you
I'm only this far and only tomorrow leads the way
I'm coming waltzing back and moving into your head
Please
When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?
In the mornings,
I was anxious
Was better just to stay in bed
Didn't wanna fail myself again
Running through all the options
And the endings
Were rolling out in front of me
But I couldn't choose a thread to begin
And I could not, love
Cos I could not love myself
Never good enough no
That was all I'd tell myself
And I was not well
But I could not help myself
I was giving up on living
In the morning
You were leaving
Travelling inside the gate
And you said you were not unprepared
And all the dead ends
Disappointments
Fading from your memory
Ready for that lonely life to end
And you gave me love
When I could not love myself
And you made me turn
From the way I saw myself
And you're patient love
And you helped me help myself
And you save me
Who are we to be emotional?
Who are we to play with hearts and throw away it all?
Oh, who are we to turn each other's heads?
Who are we to find ourselves in other people's beds?
Oh, I don't like the way I never listen to myself
I feel like I'm on fire, I'm too shy to cry for help
Oh, I don't think you know me much at all
This love is be and end all
This love will be your downfall
This love is be and end all
This love will be your downfall
I'm feeling down about this love
Who are you to make me feel so good?
Who are we to tell ourselves that we're misunderstood?
Oh, who am I to say I'm always yours?
Who am I to choose the boy that everyone adores?
Oh, I don't see a reason why we can't just be apart
We're falling on each other like we're always in the dark
Oh, I don't think you know me much at all, at all
This love is be and end all
This love will be your downfall
This love is be and end all
This love will be your downfall
This love is be and end all
This love will be your downfall
(At all)
This love is not what you want
This heart will never be yours
This love is be and end all
This love will be your downfall
This love is be and end all
This love will be your downfall
Goodbye to you, my trusted friend
We've known each other since we were nine or ten
Together we've climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and ABC's, skinned our hearts and skinned our knees
Goodbye my friend, it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that spring is in the air
Pretty girls are everywhere, think of me and I'll be there
We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time
Goodbye Pappa, please pray for me
I was the black sheep of the family
You tried to teach me right from wrong
Too much wine and too much song, wonder how I got along
Goodbye Pappa, it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
Little children everywhere, when you see them I'll be there
We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone
We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone, yeah, yeah, yeah
Goodbye Michelle, my little one
You gave me love and helped me find the sun
And every time that I was down
You would always come around and get my feet back on the ground
Goodbye Michelle, it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
Beautiful flowers everywhere, I wish that we could both be there
We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the stars we could reach were just starfish on a beach
We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the stars we could reach were just starfish on a beach
We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone (Seasons have all gone)
All our lives we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time
We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all...
you make me so confused
my heart feels badly bruised
What's wrong with me
I'm supposed to be cold
I don't even know you
but I'm already sold
I think I'm getting weak
or something
it's frustrating
But when you fall, I will carry you
And if you break, I will make you whole
When you sink, I will dive for you
So take my hand, and I'll keep you safe
You've got me mystified,
Perspective brushed aside
What's wrong with you
you're not what I had thought
You're offbeat, and odd
but I am totally caught
Feeling soft and unresistant
Nothing seems consistent
Solace distant
But when you fall, I will carry you
And if you break, I will make you whole
When you sink, I will dive for you
So take my hand, and I'll keep you safe
When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?
Memories consume like opening the wounds
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
'cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more than any time before
I have no options left again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
'cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused
I'll paint it on the walls
'cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
Mix the chemicals right dear
Mix the chemicals right
Yeah the margin of error is slight
Mix the chemicals right dear
Mix the chemicals right
Yeah you know that you could
Save my life
(There is a risk, there's a risk when your dealing with love)
You could snap my neck
(Any speed you drive can be dangerous)
Mix the chemicals right dear
Mix the chemicals right
Yeah you know there's a fine line between
Mix the chemicals right dear
Mix the chemicals right
'Cause I know what betrayal can mean
When this frame fails me
Will I trust you to carry me through?
I know there's no such thing as safety
But I know what a promise can do
Will I trust you, will I trust you to carry me through?
I will trust you, 'cause I know what a promise can do
When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?
I've been walking down this road
With a suitcase full of dreams
I've seen my demons come and go
To show me what I need
Madness, walking dynamite
Been dancing on the edge
They got me by the fuse
Smiling with a match
I wanted love, I wanted life
Been striving for a new direction
I wanted out, I wanted more
I wanted to forget the damage left behind
But I recall the dream I had
When I kept moving on
Can't stand to remember
I recall
No turning back
Now I'm moving on
Alone I remember
Mephistoles:
(Raise your head
Got stars above and emptiness below
Think of what you'd never had
And would have never known
You wanna turn your back on me
Condemn this pleasure dome
Make sure you won't regret
Mistaking friend for foe, no
You're at the gates,
You re on the edge,
I ve seen them falling back to nowhere,
You re of the red, out of your head,
And you ll wish you haven t seen it all)
I recall dream I had
When I kept moving on
Can't stand to remember
I recall
No turning back
Now I'm moving on
Alone I remember
Oh and I recall I used to have a dream
I won't forget that moment of glory
But I recall the dream I had
When I kept moving on
Can't stand to remember
I recall
No turning back
Now I'm moving on
Alone I remember
I recall the dream I had...
Do your demons, do they ever let you go?
When you've tried do they hide deep inside
is it someone that you know You're just a picture
you're an image caught in time
We're a lie, you and I we're words without a rhyme
There's no sign of the morning coming
you've been left on your own
Like a rainbow in the dark just a rainbow in the dark
~Dio
'Cause there's a lot of **** I keep bottled that hurts deep inside of my soul and just know that I groe colder the older I grow. This bolder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hol. It's load is like the weight of the world and I think my neck is breaking. Should I just give up or try to live up to these expectations?
If I die young- Eminem
Last edited by DestinyInPain : 28-02-2012 at 10:26 AM.
Reason: I forgot something
It never stops
You can't be everything to everyone
Contagion, I'm sitting at the side of satan What do you want from me?
They never told me the failure I was meant to be
Overdo it, don't tell me you blew it Stop your bitchin' and fight your way through it
I'm not like you, I just **** up
C'mon mother****er, everybody has to die
C'mon mother****er, everybody has to die
I gave my self some time today
Sat down and critized my way
The dark was born when I could see
that love is not inside of me
Don't tell me I'm the only one
I'm dead of what this life have done
I can't handle the pain
this life is so hollow
And I can't make the rain
to drown my own sorrow
And I can't stand this life
when you are my poison
I'm cut by a knife
of your devotion
Of no reason, of no reason to live on like this
Collect this dust from lies in greed and promises
I can't handle the pain
this life is so hollow
And I can't make the rain
to drown my own sorrow
And I can't stand this life
when you are my poison
I'm cut by a knife
of your devotion
And this world is lost in fire
and the flames are reaching higher
Close your eyes, so many days go by.
Easy to find what's wrong, harder to find what's right.
Dance With The Devil - Breaking Benjamin
There is nothing like driving so fast that you can see the thin line between life and death
Standing on a bus stop, feeling your head pop
Out in the night, on the kind of night
Where you want to be out on the street, on the street
Crawling up the walls like a cat in heat
And the air is thin and it blows through your skin
And you feel like something is about to begin
But you don't know what and you don't know when
So you tear at your hair and you scratch at your skin
You want to run away, run away, just get on the ****ing train and leave today
And it doesn't matter where you spend the night
You just might end up somewhere in a fight, in a fight
Or caught in your room in a concrete shell,
Fighting all alone, with yourself, with yourself
And you just want to feel like a coin that's been tossed
In a wishing well, a wishing well
A wishing well, a wishing well
Well you're tossed in the air and you fell and you fell
Through the dark blue waters where you cast your spell
Like you were just a wish that could turn out well
So you stand on the corner where the angels sit
And you think to yourself "This is it, this is it
This is all that I have, all I can stand
Is this air in my lungs and this coin in my hand"
That you tossed in the air
And I fell, and I fell
All the way to the bottom of the well, of the well
Like those soft little secrets that you tell, that you tell
To yourself, when you think no one's listening too well
And the walls spin, and you're paper-thin
From the haze of the smoke and the mescaline
The sweat of your brow under unmade sheets
In your ear with the noise from the darkened streets
Where you ran far and wide, you screamed, you cried
You thought suicide was an alibi
But you were always a mess
You were always aloof
Yeah, it's awful, I guess but it's the awful truth
It was truth from the first to the last words that she read
And she emerged from the dark like a ghost in my head
She said, "I haven't forgot any words that you said.
I just stare at the clocks
And I cry in my sleep
And I tear up your letters
And I burn them in heaps
And I gather the ashes
In that hole in the ground
Where we fell"
- The Airborne Toxic Event ~ Wishing Well
Last edited by DropItDoeEyes : 04-03-2012 at 10:09 PM.
Reason: spelling :(
