Lyrics to how you're feeling right now.

[Saxophone]

Another day is ending soon
Throwing hands up to the sky
Will happiness ever resume
Or will the world just pass on by
So tired of waiting for this all to disappear
Sanity can only wait for so long

Chorus:
Life is throwing all it has
All at once again
Just trying hard to hide the pain away
Hoping for the very best
To show up in the end
Before the thread i'm hanging from decides to break

the stars are black again tonight
Just another restless case
Of hope clearly out of sight
Of never leaving this dark place
I've done the best that i can do
There's not much left to hold on to
While the ground beneath my feet is caving in

Wish I could leave it all
It would be easier than waiting here to fall
Just letting go might be the chance I have to take
Before the thread decides to break

Nice and cheerful for you all :D lol

[Miss-Super-Puffs]

Ill lie awake
And try to catch glimpses and
Snapshots of memories
Of a time
When I was far away and
I knew that you loved me

It's in the silence
And the words you never say
It's in your eyes
When you look at me that way

Well this towns full of broken hearts
Everyone denies it
I knew
It would end like this from the start

[vonAppen]

You see these cuts and bruises
Isn't this all so amusing
I feel the emptiness of just a another day in hell (day in hell)
My life is so confusing
Do this to myself I'm losing
Guess I'm only proving
What everyone can see but me

And I won't let myself be happy
I cut myself just to feel the pain
And I won't give up anything for you
I'm going down and no one can save me
Were going down and no one can save me

I am cold my legs are shaking
Theres no hope right now I'm begging
For just one sight to show me some one out there really cares (really cares)
My clothes are soaked I'm crying
Theres no doubt I know I'm dieing
I did this to myself and that's the part I can't believe

And I won't let myself be happy
I cut myself just to feel the pain
And I won't give up anything for you
I'm going down and no one can save me
Were going down and no one can save me
Going down and no one can save me

These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted
These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted
These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted
These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted

I won't let myself be happy
I cut myself just to feel the pain
And I won't give up anything for you
Were going down and no one can save me
I'm going down and no one can save me
I'm going down and no one can save me
Wer're going down and no one can save me
Going down and no one can save me

[EvanO]

Good Stuff Guys! Here is my current song for which I feel emotionally associated ;

Sunrise
Light revealing
Disorder
Panic-striken

Tension
Spilling over
Screaming
Its refusal

Burn it down and start over
I want to leave this all behind
Abandon all the trepidation
Weighing heavy on my mind

Anxious
Unfamiliar
Landscape
Weeping ruin

Wreckage
Omnipresent
Omens
Stark Reminders

Burn it down and start over
I want to leave this all behind
Abandon all the trepidation
Weighing heavy on my mind

Distance
Separation
Leaving
Terra Firma

Darkness
Ringing empty
Lights out
Resurrection

Burn it down and start over
I want to leave this all behind
Abandon all the trepidation
Weighing heavy on my mind

-Assemblage 23- Link to song : [ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qbCo3QjOFUs&feature=colike"]Assemblage 23 - Leave This All Behind (lyrics) - YouTube[/ame]

[Koriandr]

Out on the wiley, windy moors
We'd roll and fall in green
You had a temper, like my jealousy
Too hot, too greedy
How could you leave me?
When I needed to possess you?
I hated you, I loved you too

Bad dreams in the night
They told me I was going to lose the fight
Leave behind my wuthering, wuthering
Wuthering Heights

Heathcliff!!, its me, Cathy, come home
I'm so cold, let me in-a-your window

Oh it gets dark, it gets lonely
On the other side from you
I pine alot, I find the lot
Falls through without you
I'm coming back love, cruel Heathcliff
My one dream, my only master

Too long I roam in the night
I'm coming back to his side to put it right
I'm coming home to wuthering, wuthering,
Wuthering Heights

Oh let me have it, let me grab your soul away
Oh let me have it, let me grab your soul away
You know it's me, Cathy

[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1kF7jM4VU2Y&feature=related]Wuthering Heights[/ame]

[Jon85]

The Kills - Black Balloon

Elevator straight into my skull
The escalator rises as it falls
I swear our jet is crashin' in my mind
You can hold on but I wouldn't waste your time

Farewell my black balloon
Farewell my black balloon

I've stood in a thousand street scenes
Just around the corner from you
On the edge of a dream that you have
Has anybody ever told you, it's not coming true?

Farewell my black balloon
(Let the weather have its way with you)
Farewell my black balloon
(Let the weather have its way with you)
Farewell my black balloon

Sums things up perfectly for me, so much so am having a line from it tattooed on me! :)

[Field Of Paper Flowers]

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

[monket]

Why don't I go
Tell me why do I stay
When I know there's nothing I should want here
Why don't I go
Tell me why do I stay
When I know there's nothing you can see
Why don't I go
Tell me why do I stay
When I know there's nothing I should say
Why don't I go
Tell me why do I stay
When I know there's nothing for me here

[Buttons.]

All they know is how to put you down.

[JDenning]

When I'm in this state of mind,
I'm wishing I was blind,
Sometimes life is more than pain to me

I feel the power of my grief,
Death would be such a relief,
All the secrets that I hide would die with me

Depression is my only friend,
Will this torture never end?
Let me carry on to dreamer's sky

I keep crying in my dreams,
Can you hear my endless screams?
When I fade away, I fade away...

This fluid on my cheek,
It drains me, I get weak
My heart is cold and bleak
Black blood, black tears.
Black tears, black tears.

Life is like a masquerade,
In dept to myself, but I can't pay,
Soon I'll call it all a day, away

I never felt what you call guilt,
I still believe "Do what thou wilt",
My sorrow will destroy the world I've built

This fluid on my cheek,
It drains me, I get weak
My heart is cold and bleak
Black blood, black tears.
Black tears, black tears.

Black tears~ Heaven will burn

[vonAppen]

You are in pain
Take your life, take your life with cocain
But I am who I am
so I do what I can, when I can
but I can't really do a damn thing

So fine this day
all your problems has gone away
but tomorrow, when you wake up
all your problems are back to stay

Your life,
a game
turn it up, turn it up with cocain
And everytime that you live is a time when you feel
and the only time you heal

Tell me what it is
and it would never be like this
A problem that we have in common
baby tell me what it is
it probably doesn't meen a piss
will rip my heart apart

Now it's to late, to late to live
only heaven loves you now
so love it back for once
just once

Now it's to late, to late to live
and my councius killing me
so am I alive
but Im not free

and for all of you that can relate to this to
and for all of you that can relate to this to

White snow
I know
You're on a place where I just can't go
But I hope you do remember
your snow doesn't warm you in december

You are in pain
Take your life, take your life with cocain
But I am who I am
so I do what I can, when I can
but I can't really do a damn thing

Now it's to late, to late to live
only heaven loves you now
so love it back for once
just once

Now it's to late, to late to live
and my councius killing me
so am I alive
but Im not free

and for all of you that can relate to this to
and for all of you that can relate to this to

Tell me what it is
and it would never be like this
A problem that we have in common
baby tell me what it is
it probably doesn't meen a piss
will rip my heart apart

You are in pain
Take your life, take your life with cocain
But I am who I am
so I do what I can, when I can
but I can't really do a damn thing

Now it's to late, to late to live
only heaven loves you now
so love it back for once
just once

Now it's to late, to late to live
and my councius killing me
so am I alive
but Im not free

and for all of you that can relate to this to
and for all of you that can relate to this to

[YourWordsARobbery]

I'm A Bore, Mostly by Deaf Havana

I spent most of my days neither sleeping nor awake
Watching pointless documentaries on tornadoes and earthquakes
Coffee keeps me going though It fuels my wandering mind
Wishing I was Kurt Cobain or Morrissey
It takes up most of my time
It shows with me losing my voice, it always seems a chore
My faith in music slowly disappearing more and more
These tattoos on my hands are there for life
And the songs inside my head won’t come out right

The times are changing, we can go anywhere
But we’re far too cool to admit that here
The times are changing, we can go anywhere
But I’m stuck in my ways and I won’t change

So I try to drag my fragile frame through another day

And another dose of caffeine in my veins
My body aches and my mouth is full of sores
And I’ve reached the verdict that mostly, I’m a bore.

The times are changing, we can go anywhere
But we’re far too cool to admit that here
The times are changing, we can go anywhere
But I’m stuck in my ways and I won’t change

The times are changing, we can go anywhere
But we’re far too cool to admit that here
The times are changing, we can go anywhere
But I’m stuck in my ways and I won’t change

[ParaParaParadise]

You can't find the phone,
So you can call it off
But it might be for the best
You can't walk away, anyway
Cause you've nowhere else to go
Is he worth all this, is it a simple yes?
Cause if you have to think, it's ****ed
Feels like you loved him more, than he loved you
And you wish you'd never met

Don't keel over now
Don't keel over
Don't keel over now
Don't keel over

You've been up all night, and the night before
You've lost count of drinks and time
And your friends keep calling, worried sick
There's strangers everywhere

Don't keel over now
Don't keel over
Don't keel over now
Don't keel over

And in one little moment
It all implodes
This isn't everything you are
Breathe deeply in the silence
No sudden moves
This isn't everything you are
Just take the hand that's offered
And hold on tight
This isn't everything you are

There's joy not far from here, right
I know there is
This isn't everything you are

When you took the call
How could you know
That he'd slipped away last night
And you wish you went home, days ago
To say goodbye or just hello

Don't keel over now
Don't keel over
Don't keel over now
Don't keel over

And in one little moment
It all implodes
This isn't everything you are
Breathe deeply in the silence
No sudden moves
This isn't everything you are
Just take the hand that's offered
And hold on tight
This isn't everything you are

There's joy not far from here, right
I know there is
This isn't everything you are

[The Ashtray Girl]

You stupid girl
You stupid girl
All you had you wasted
All you had you wasted

What drives you on
Can drive you mad
A million lies to sell yourself
Is all you ever had

[Ardea]

now all your love is wasted.
well who the hell was i?
now i'm breaking at the bridges.
and the ends of all your lies.

who will love you?
who will fight?
and who follow?
follow behind.

[vonAppen]

Tell me why don't you kill me
And put a gun against my head?
I'm better off dead
I'm better off dead

I want it over by now
Why don't you kill me with your love?
I'm better off dead
I'm better off dead

There's no time to regret
I'm laying naked on my bed
I'm better off dead
I'm better

To feel you
When you hold me
When you touch me
You said that you forgive me
'Cause you never hold me
'Cause you never touch me
You said that you forgive me

I want it over by now
Why don't you kill me with your love?
I'm better off dead
I'm better off dead

I've been fooling myself
I can't explain why I'm still here
I'm better off dead
I'm better

To feel you
When you hold me
When you touch me
You said that you forgive me
'Cause you never hold me
'Cause you never touch me
You said that you forgive
You always told me I'm the one to blame
But you never told me what's hiding behind these walls
An empty shell of faith desire and lust
So show me what you've got

To feel you
When you hold me
When you touch me
You said that you forgive me
'Cause you never hold me
'Cause you never touch me
You said that you forgive
You always told me I'm the one to blame
But you never told me what's hiding behind these walls
An empty shell of faith desire and lust
So show me what you've got

[crazykat]

So clever,
Whatever,
I'm done with these endeavors.
Alone I walk the winding way.
(Here I stay)
It's over,
No longer,
I feel it growing stronger.
I'll live to die another day,
Until I fade away.

[monket]

This is not wishful thinking
I swear that I am lying
On the edge of my bed
My hands holding my head
Rekindling hatred over and over
Forgiving all evildoers
Just trying to remember what I did
When I was sober

This is the place I wanna be
This is the place that I choose to die in

And the sky never looked so pretty
As when it opened up and ate me
Then spit me out on the street
Where I splattered just like a glass of wine

I just cleaned my body
So when someone finds me
It will not be dirty
Just ugly and empty
I'm going out tonight
The stars are way too bright
They're burning up the sky
It doesn't matter if I
Live or die

If I make it home before morning
Then I will have made it home alive

And the lines of the highway didn't take me
Nor did the rocks under the bridge
I must've realized I was happy
Cause I'm somewhere that I wanna be

And the sky never looked so pretty
As when it opened up and ate me
And spit me out on the street
Where I splattered just like a glass of wine

[Auragrace]

Nobody knows this girls name, she hides behind,
A broken wall of secrets, she built with time,
And as you drop your change, do you see her eyes?
She seems lost without a name, a child who's lost her way,
She made ways to be found, she doesn't hear the sound of her mother cry, don't even come home, and don't
You be alone, she said goodbye, so long ago.

Nobody wants this girls name, bruise and life stained,
There's more than you can see there, she cry's tears of pain,
And as you drop your change, do you see her eyes?
She seems lost without a name, a child who's lost her way,
She made ways to be found, she doesn't hear the sound of her mother cry, don't even come home, and don't
You be alone, she said goodbye, so long ago.

She doesn't hear the sound of her mother cry, don't even come home, and don't you be alone, she said
Goodbye, so long ago.

[Saxophone]

Been fighting things that I can't see in
Like voices coming from the inside of me and
Like doing things I find hard to believe in
Am I myself or am I dreaming?

I've been awake for an hour or so
Checking for a pulse but I just don't know
Am I a man when I feel like a ghost?
The stranger in the mirror is wearing my clothes

No I'm not alright
I know that I'm not right
A steering wheel don't mean you can drive
A warm body don't mean I'm alive
No I'm not alright
I know that I'm not right
Feels like I travel but I never arrive
I want to thrive not just survive

I come alive when I hear you singing
But lately I haven't been hearing a thing and
I get the feeling that I'm in between
A machine and a man who only looks like me

I try and hide it and not let it show
But deep down inside me I just don't know
Am I a man when I feel like a hoax?
The stranger in the mirror is wearing my clothes

I'm always close but I'm never enough
I'm always in line but I'm never in love
I get so down but I won't give up
I get slowed down but I won't give up