Well done for making yesterday without SHing or passing out :)
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♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
I'm okish thanks. I feel pretty low and tearful but seeing a close friend this afternoon which should be nice and it's sunny! I feel like I'm about to pass out, yet again, so not sure I should really be going out but don't want to be locked away in my room all day. Hopefully I can stay with it enough so that it won't happen. I can always come home early if I can't handle being out. My eczema is really badly flared on my hands especially and it's very painful which is getting me down but not much I can do about it. Still waiting in treatment to start.
It's good you're going to see a friend. Could you explain to them about feeling like you're going to pass out just in case anything happens, and like Ames said; go somewhere you'll be sat down?
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♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
Yeah sitting down now. Not sure when it's starting it's been really complicated to set up. They keep giving me different information about the treatment and I'm not really sure what I'm meant to do about it. I'm going to be getting weekly injections and they apparently want me to arrange the delivery of the injection, I have no clue how to do that. Confused much. What with everything that's been happening I haven't sorted it. I did go over to the hospital to sign some forms but ended up passing out whilst I was there and went to a&e. No idea!
Thanks. I don't see how you could be lying but it makes no sense to me. It really feels like 2007. I hate my brain. Part of me (and I really have to hold onto that part) knows that if I end up in London again, I will get sectioned again, and I really really really don't want that to happen.
Thanks for being understanding about my skin. I'm at my mums ATM just watching a film. It makes more sense to me being in Newcastle rather than Leeds because at least my mums always lived here and I don't have major urges to leave and 'go home' if that makes sense. Skin isn't hurting as much as it was which is a relief.
It might be worth not worrying about what year it is. Just know that for this weekend you are in a safe and familiar place with your family. Concentrate on that for now at least. Big hugs x
Happy Easter to you Katie. I'm sorry to hear that your eczema is so painful and that it is getting you down. Aww that's nice you are seeing the kids today.
Feel free to PM me anytime.
Love from MEERA xx
The only way that we can live is if we grow. The only way we can grow is if we change. The only way we can change is if we learn. The only way we can learn is if we are exposed. And the only way that we are exposed is if we throw ourselves into the open.
